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Sometimes I just wish I could spill my guts without everyone judging. Without feeling guilty for bringing people into my fucked up life. I wish I could just stop hiding things and pushing people away... Some day I wish I just wasn't here. I don't see the point in my life.

Rachel I can't even sing that well when I'm not sick! lol - Caitlyn D.

And I could tell you:

His favorite colors blue

He loves to argue

Born on the 13th

His sister's beautiful, he has his fathers eyes

and if you asked me if i loved him id say forever and always <3 hes already mine.

Happy Valentines Day baby <333

P.S. to anyone out there reading this. Go for wh...

I like how the top comment is the exact same by the same person but they have different numbers of thumbs up? lol

Hey Stephen I love you with all my heart. Were going to be together forever and i know it. Cant wait to marry you :)

I've been kissed underwater above on a train and anything possible, but never in the rain i want to one day :)

If i could say what i wanted to say id say i love you and to give me another chance if i could make you see what i see id make you see you made a big mistake :( i love you so much plz come back to me

Were almost the same but you're inlove with her! i just wish you could see every thing we had. everything you saw was a miss understanding! ... why cant u see how much i love you ... u were my everything. I love you so much.. bleehh please come back to me..

14, mom died and my boyfriend said he loved me then asked out my best friend. Felt like my life fell apart. Then i realized he was the worst possible thing and that im going some where. And he can regret it cuz now i have him n ur gone and I DONT CARE!!

I dont understand why i moments like these... i think of you.. and not him.. Your so wrong and hes sooo right so why do i think of you in moments like these.

He will never tell you but he can play guitar I think he can see threw everything but my heart first thought when in wake up will he txt me back so I put my make up n pray for a miracle. And I culd tell you his favorite colors red he loves to argue born on the 23, his brothers r aborable he has h...

I ran away.. i shuldve known u wuldnt have chanced after me... it wasnt a fariy tale... and i shuldve known... and even after i left n u broke my heart we were still fighting... i know you still have feelings for me.. its the way you look at me how i know. And how ur such a dick to me is how i kn...

He told my best friend yesterday that hes over me.. but i know hes not, he walks by my house every day looking for me but never knocks on the door.. And as much as i want him back i know i cant take myself there again.. hes not sure how he feels n i understand... just wish we wuldnt have left for...

This reminds me of my friends my boyfriend n I he n my best friend is the only one I can be myself around n I love him with all my heart he's the best thing in my life right now. I love you Gabe forever n always <3

I thought i found myself but then i lost my mother the one n only who culd keep me sane and from falling under. she was my support beams but then i lost her. and i dont know i act like im okay but i know im not. my brother and sister need the hope of everythings alright. but i know its not. my mo...

This was my moms song she said it always reminded her of me n my sister. My mom past away Dec. 8th 2010 :( miss ya mom Love ya forever March 9th 1972 - Dec 8th 2010 RIP :)

My mom just past away she was only 38 years old and this reminds me of her. She always accepted me and she always said no matter what happens we'll never be split. Were always together. I miss her like crazy but shes better now n shes still in my house i can fell her

My mom just died 2 days ago Dec 8th. 2010 and i miss her so much and i love this song :) it helps me. Love n miss u mom u were the best <3

My mom just died 2 days ago and i was and will never be ashamed of her.

Im 13 and of course as a 13yr old your fighting to fit in n country music is deffiently not it lol but idc yes i love my hard rock but when im sad or fighting something hard i always like to listen to some country it always makes me feel better.

I love bruno mars <3 he always makes me think on the bright side. Me n this boy we've been on n off for 4 1/2 years now but now he thinks were fallin outta love. I think im in love with him... but hes so far away he had to move his parents made him and i wish he culd come back here. I keep trying...

And i cant wiat for freshmen year lol my mom says i hit boycrazy head on over night she has no idea but i just laugh. I finally accept myself for who i am and me n my sister fight all the time lol shes 11 but in school all we do is laugh I love her to death <3 love ya Amanda Rosey Posey. lol Yes...

Ive given up on love so many times. This guy has promised to marry me since the 2nd year ive known him and now it feels like were falling apart. He moved away n everything fell apart i miss him n i do love him but im gettin sick of not having him in my arms. I dont think i can do it anymore. Sorr...

I was at the skating rink friday and this boy i felt his eyes on me the entire time he finally asked me out before i had to leave and now we talk none stop we got a date friday >.> my parents wanna meet him yay a night of embaressment but idc he said he likes me for me and doesnt care. he says im...

Anna's story is really sad :( My 3 year old cousin drowned. It was an accident too i hate that it happened n it was a horrible year. He should be living today i dont understand why god took him. Him dying is one of my main reason why i hate god and dont believe in him. My cousin wuld be 8 this ye...

Me and my brother shared a room till he was 8 years old. He abused me until i was 8. were 2 1/2 years apart and im still alive and i TRIEEDD so many times to tell my mom but she didnt believe me i cant tell u how many bruises i had. My brother didnt admit it, and i wasnt believed until he was put...

lol this guy Eric he was "accused" of raping 2 girls around where i live n i still hang around him but im not left alone. He put one hand on my wrist against a slide at the elementry school n told me try to get out of my grip with out kickin me in the balls. Well i tried to take my wrist out of h...

Haha this song reminds me of my friend Cody. We used fight over who was older we were both born on April 9th, 1997. We would chase each other around my back yard and he moved one summer. I missed walking down to his house n jumping on his trampoline in the rain. Our parents said we were gonna get...

I have amazing friends and an amazing almost boyfriend but for some reason at the end of an amazing day i cant help but cry n cut myself. I dont know what it is. Rather its the feeling of my home or wat. But i cant seem to smile when im home for real unless my sis makes me.

@realmustanglover probably all boys

My true best friend. The one who can really make me laugh. The one who would do anything for me. The one who wouldnt leave me hanging. Even after a fight we laugh our butts off. The one who knows me the best. The one who knows all my secrets. I love her to death forever and always. Amanda ♥ best ...

I was born a week late because the doctors wouldnt listen to my mom. I was born healthy. But when i was 2 me n my brother were playing tag up stairs i fell threw the railing and hit my head in the middle of this ima call it a pointy thing i dont know what itscall off the top of my head but i was ...

Okay fred isnt my favorite person on youtube, he honestly gives me a headache but i mean hes been on youtube doing Fred for how long now? 5 years? personally i think its about time he grows up. I mean he was funny the first year or 2, 3 kinda pushin it now its just old. we all know he screams, si...