darness&depression

As darkness grows in you heart you lose all sense of the world around you and slowly lose your mind into eternal suffering until you cant stand to look at your self anymore you will be consumed into hell and bleed ever lasting blood never stopping soon you cant speak, cry, scream for help though nothing will help you from this hell you have created for your self they yell and scream at you cause your worthless to them just something wasting gods valuable air you wish you could die go away from this messed up place but you cant you made a vow to never die to never cause pain to the ones you love, but now there is no one to love no one to hold but still the vow wont let me die why, why ,why did this happen to me why did they leave me. How do they live knowing my pain my hurt my life. Why do you do this to me torment me? I loved you but now I understand that you could never love me the way I loved you.

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