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About Beyond Apathy

The past is a ghost, the future a dream and all we ever have is now.

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dwelleroftheclouds

Latest Activity

Nov 28, 2006

Date Joined

Nov 28, 2006

About this user

First of all, I am a World Stirrer. My mentality of the world has evolved--in a good way. I think my imagination usually appears to be mild-mannered and civilized.

Second, I'm a sarcastic realist. I used to love "pouring my soul out" through writing but I rarely do already. I have formed this futile perception towards it.

I'm really not emo. Just proving to all those people who think I am--it's absurd. I dislike that inane stereotype (not that I'm saying I don't become hypocritical towards my dislikes). I'm actually just another commonplace wave in this sea of faces. I hate posers and wanna-be's. I can also be opinionated but I'm not very vocal.

I'm finally 14. Already a senior. Yes, 4th year high school student--neither can I believe it. And I'm slightly happy about it. I like communication. Talking is real fun. I write on my journal (only sometimes, if I really get to force myself). To be perfectly honest, I am pretty much compelled that my maturity has surpassed my real age. But that doesn't prove that I don't embrace this childlike attitude.

I'd be happier than ever in the near future if I could build a culinary empire. Additionally, I dream of being a photographer (full-time or not). Photography has abruptly crept within me. No questions asked. I may be an amateur but my passion for this one recreation continues to burn alongside the roots of my heart. It's a craft that screams out freedom and sets my mind to ease itself.

I have also fallen in love with music. I want it to reign over me until every molecule in me malfunctions.

I look at the modern youth with utter disdain, needless to say.
I'm into a little of fashion, the arts, literature, and the world's history.

I am a Math atheist (just like Calvin -- see above).

I daydream.

I have no regrets.

And the most prominent fact is that the Lover of my soul is who inspires me to wake up happy for another fraction of the future. I oftentimes feel that sudden invincibility when I spare thoughts for how God's grace electrified the core of my existence.

I am fully perceptive of my imminent demise and I am zealous for my end but I choose to stay here for a while. I can wait serving Him wholeheartedly.

Those are just a few things about yours truly.

To conclude, I don't think I'm much of a typical teenager. Therefore, having lost that typicality gives me much joy. The weirdness elates me.

This transformation of my frame of mind awarded me with unspeakable mirth.

"That's the difference between me and the rest of the world! Happiness isn't good enough for me! I demand euphoria!"

- Calvin (Calvin and Hobbes by Bill Watterson)

Country

Philippines

Interests

technology, world history, music that makes sense, events that parallel my interests, television, haute couture, culinary arts, vintage cars, spontaneous roadtrips, biographies, literature, cameras, cameras and cameras.

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