* all this talk about 2012 and what might happen to us all, has me all confused? Who is the enemy??

Just a quick hello from Calgary!!! Hope everyone is doin great, and enjoying loads of awesome YOUTUBE Video's !!
Peace and Luv
xox

I have added some vidz in my favorites, showing one of the spinal procedures ( S1-L5 Microdiscectomey) I have had, and another I am hoping to get ( Disc replacement surgery).... just gotta win the lotto now as our GREAT CANADIAN HEALTH CARE SYSTEM ( NOT!!) will not cover. So I geuss it's better to just send a paltry Disability cheuqe and shelve me, as I am not a good candidate... * Think it's because I am a smoker.
Peace!

* Question for Calgary ppl:
Anyone know of a 2 or 3 bedroom place to rent in Calgary Alberta, that will accept small dogs? Hopin for a place inner city, but will live in other area's, but need bus stop CLOSE. I am Finding it hard to find an affordable place that will accept our very well trained buddies: all of them together may weight 17 or 20 lbs in total.... 3 little guyz, Min Pin, Yorkie & Pom / Yorkie cross. Need to move from our place in Ramsey before it get's too cold (Bridgeland would be awesome) But hopin to make the move sooner rather than later. Drop me a message if you know of a place.
Peace and luv fr. Calgary

Thnx Pierreclary: I wish for my death every waking moment. Must be the lies, physical abuse, sexual abuse, and verbal abuse as a child growing up. Father wasn't my father but didn't find out till I was 13 years old, when my parent's divorced.... good thing though, he was a big military goof! Also my degenerative discs ( S1-L5 and L5-L4) have me feeling lower each day that passes. Mostly because I have had to give up most independance. Car is gone, job is gone, sex is gone, and any sense of true self has slowly disappeared. Leaving this behind...... Thats some of the reasons I want to die..... Thnx for the reponse, chat soon.
Peace fr, Calgary Alberta.

thanks... and why dead at 45? i am 45 an still alive, beating the odds in the most insolent manner (not that i don't wish i could die of some "innocent" death, not drug-related, not crime or road-accident related either... a quick eating cancer would be the best as it is the least upsetting for family and friends) ...oh, i am a severe manic-depressive with paranoia and schiz tendencies-you've been warned-




xxx

wishing I could get this disc problem fixed.... makes a person frustrated as hell and bitter when there is no help from the medical system (not a good candidate) *uck you DOC!!!!

My best friend was attacked last thursday and died early this previous Sunday. His family has given me the responsibility to now care for his babie "Bella" she is the mother of our other little guy "Bear".... will add new of her soon. Check my Face-book page out sometime ( Walter Christie) lot' of pix there.
Peace & luv

just checkin in... hope all is well? I was hopin to have a new vid, maybe my min pin catchin a mouse, no luck yet. peace & luv Xx

Thanx for the love man! Take care. :)