I appreciate it brother.

sunskywindshane - I decided to make this youtube my finished product and pretty much leave it as my final thoughts. I pretty much have no activity on any forums anymore, I am a new person with better and more interesting goals on my plate. What I leave behind here is for those that I am quite certain will genuinely need it, hopefully at the right time. I have helped a lot of people over the years with their PH trauma and I'm sure they'll be more to follow, as unfortunate as that is. Darren

Just finished reading your final 7 parts.
There comes a time when its time to move on, I know.
Recently I finished my own 5 yr period of research into another figure somewhat like Mitchell.
As I've seen your name on Baptist message boards, you may come across this person/group in your travels: Thieme.
Anyway, its been good reading another former PH persons thoughts.

Good luck.

To those that want to leave derogatory and nasty remarks, I can save you some time, you will be instantly blocked and your comments will not make it on my page, have a wonderful life. Darren

blind faith, thats what it is im just so violated its ridiculos!

PreachNChrist, when you leave don't let yourself be condemned just because of what some people in the fellowship claim. Though they may not understand you have done your own research and have your own unique reasons. The information about the PH has been around for years just now its become easier to access since other former members are making it available on the net. It is our right as christians, in fact the bible endorses christians to judge, test and reproof those that claim to represent God and the bible, those that are teachers, pastors and also those that claim to be Apostles and prophets, to hold them to strict biblical criteria as taught in 1 Tim 3 and Titus 1. Once found genuinely false they must be rejected upon the authority of the word of God. Darren

PreachNChrist, I've never taken your comments to heart, I know how easy it is to lose sight of true biblical christianity and to lose perspective and objectivity. I was a member for 5 years coming out was like the worse crisis in my life at that time but you'll recover and eventually be your own person again making your own judgments about God and the bible for yourself. Leaving the fellowship does not mean leaving God, your salvation is not dependent upon any church or man but rests upon a risen and living Christ. Darren

Help me, :( What the helll such violation of trust, control, such abuse!!! Its a cult what keeps us stuck for so long ! I apologize for my comments! And thank you for speaking the truth such a painful experience it hurts! Im sorry.

Hey Darren,
Just checked to see how you were going & boy do you attract the 'cream of the crop' on your comments page. LOL. Keep doin what your doin bro, someone has to. Everything you have put forward is only speaking the truth of the situation with PH - & with the fellowship, the only question is how deep you get involved as to how damaged OR damaging you become. People who get Saved there? Praise God - Then run to safer ground as fast as possible if you have the good sense to heed the warnings of multiple experiences!

There's a good reason why I disabled commenting on all my videos, any guesses why.

Darren