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remember when things were so much easier. When you didnt have to be someone your not to be accepted by your so called friends. And when you didnt have to worry about who would put you down next. my middle school years have only made me want to leave it more. but im in no rush to grow up. I dont think that i have really had the happiest moment of my life yet because theres nothing all that great. It just so happens that sooner or later we forget all of this drama and hate and move on to bigger and better things. I learn a lot from my past experiences and it only makes my future that slight bit easier. But, life isnt easy its a whole messed up process that we just dont care about until we're gone. Ive never really sat down and thought about how badly things are going for me. i cant control the world around me even though i feel like i can sometimes. I cant be myself at school because i dont really trust anyone there. I dont always understand were im headed or how im going to get there, but i can assure you that if your reading this and you dont understand what im saying you wont be able to help me anywhere past where i am right now and im just apparently going to have to get used to that fact. this is not the life i was planning to live by forever and...
this is not the life i ordered.

Quotes:
"There's no such word as loved.Love has no past tense.If you ever stop loving someone, then you never truly loved them in the first place."

"No big deal; really break her, lets make her cry...because you 'care' about her right?"

"You Know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." -Dr. Seuss.

"The average girl would rather have beauty more than brains because she knows the average man can see better than he can think."


"Its a lonely world; its a corroded place when you find yourself walking to only the sound of your own footsteps. When you walk down the deserted street listening to music and you block out the rest of the world within beats and tunes. To have all your friends get hit by the thought of Why is she like this these days, and wondering about all the changes youre not immune to. And its just too much to handle, the doors closing on you, the people shutting you out, its way too much for a fourteen year old to deal with. Its either telling her shes walking towards something or walking away from the things shes had."