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MJ Fantasy The Assistant Part 19
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Name:
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THIS CHANNEL IS DEDICATED TO THE ⒷⒶⒹ...ⓈⓌⒺⒺⓉᴬᴻᴰⓈⒺⓍⓎ MICHAEL JACKSON!!!
(AND IF YOU DON"T LIKE IT, GO FIND SOMEWHERE ELSE TO LAND!!!)

Additional Websites to see my stories!To all my writer friends and subscribers! Please read...the first link below is to my channel. The second is to my group called "Michael Jackson Fantasy Writers". Please join me on there!
http://www.vimeo.com/smilea...
https://vimeo.com/groups/12...

My pledge to you, the reader, is that in my stories, Michael will ALWAYS be Michael...not some distorted version of him in another life. By distorted I mean by making Michael into some kind of cold-blooded killer or him being a guy who is only out for sex (So not him!) That disgusts me! Now, I would never presume to tell other people what to write...I just don't want to read it (and I won't!) If I can't write about the REAL Michael...I won't write his name in the story. PERIOD! He was a very dynamic individual and an extremely intoxicating and sexy man....plenty of good material for stories without making him into someone else. You might as well put another guy's name into it if you are going to do that. Taking away his talents and gifts and giving him another personality to me takes away part of what made Michael such a special and unique man. It would be like taking away his very essence....the reason he existed and became known and loved by so many. If I don't recognize the Michael Jackson that I fell in love with many years ago in a story....I just can't get into it.....it is that simple for me. If you love the REAL man....I'm your writer! L.O.V.E! xxSara
About Me:
 
I'm a hairstylist and a mom but I'm also probably one of the biggest Michael Jackson fans in the world (well, other than my son!) Michael and I were close to each other's age so I practically grew up with his and his brother's and sister's music. I have long aspired to become a writer. My story about Michael, "The Assistant", has been posted so please subscribe! L.O.V.E! xx Sara

"I'm committed to my art. I believe that all art has as its ultimate goal the union between the material and the spiritual, the human and the divine. And I believe that that is the very reason for the existence of art and what I do. And I feel fortunate in being that instrument through which music flows."

Michael Jackson
Ebony 2002 interview


Trust (written by Michael Jackson)

As I was feeding squirrels in the park, I noticed a small one that didnt seem to trust me. While the others came close enough to eat out of my hand, he kept his distance. I threw a peanut his way. He edged up, grabbed it nervously, and ran off. Next time he must have felt less afraid, because he came a little closer. The safer he felt, the more he trusted me. Finally he sat right at my feet, as bold as any squirrel clamoring for the next peanut.
Trust is like that — it always seems to come down to trusting in yourself. Others cant overcome fear for you; you have to do it on your own. Its hard, because fear and doubt hold on tight. We are afraid of being rejected, of being hurt once more. So we keep a safe distance. We think separating ourselves from others will protect us, but that doesnt work, either. It leaves us feeling alone and unloved.
Trusting yourself begins by recognizing that its okay to be afraid. Having fear is not the problem, because everyone feels anxious and insecure sometimes. The problem is not being honest enough to admit your fear. Whenever I accept my own doubt and insecurity, Im more open to other people. The deeper I go into myself, the stronger I become, because I realize that my real self is much bigger than any fear.
In accepting yourself completely, trust becomes complete. There is no longer any separation between people, because there is no longer any separation inside. In the space where fear used to live, love is allowed to grow.

{DANCING THE DREAM by Michael Jackson} (published 1992)

Consciousness expesses itself through creation.
This world we live in is the dance of the Creator.
Dancers come and go in the twinking of an eye, but the dance lives on.
On so many an occasion when I am dancing, I have felt touched by something sacred.
In those moments, I felt my spirit soar and become one with everthing that exists.
I become the stars and the moon.
I become the lover and the beloved.
I become the victor and the vanquished.
I become the master and the slave.
I become the singer and the song.
I become the knower and the known.
I keep on dancing...
Then it is the eternal dance of creation.
The Creator and the creation merge into one wholeness of joy.
I keep on dancing..and dancing...and dancing.
Until there is only...the dance.
 
---Poetry by Michael Jackson.

♥ Love MJ ♥ "It's all for love....L.O.V.E!"

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║ ██ ║I'm listening to
║ (O) ║Michael Jackson ♫ ...... always....
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The Definition of
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Children show me in their playful smiles the divine in everyone.
This simple goodness shines straight from their hearts.
This has so much to teach....
What we need to learn from children isn't childish.
Being with them connects us to the deep wisdom of life,
which is everpresent and only asks to be lived.
Now, when the world is so confused and its problems so complicated,
I feel we need our children more than ever.
Their natural wisdom points the way to solutions that lie,
waiting to be recognized, within our own hearts.
- Michael Jackson
Hometown:
Clarksville, TN
Country:
United States
Occupation:
Self-employed hair designer
Companies:
Stylemasters Hair Salon, Clarksville, TN
Interests:
My son, Hunter, Michael Jackson and his music, writing and reading, and travel.
Music:
Michael Jackson, Janet Jackson, Usher, Ne-Yo, Prince, Jason Derulo, Lenny Kravitz, Elvis Presley, Journey, Aerosmith, Bon Jovi.........
Channel Comments
chergarcon (9 hours ago)
Saraaa! Oh my gosh! You have no idea how excited I am right now! I'm just sitting here and squealing to myself... The videos look awesome. I cannot thank you enough for all that you've done with making this possible! Love ya! xxx
EarthSongMj1 (1 day ago)
Thank you for subbing :) I subbed back!!!
PAIDIA1 (2 days ago)
Have a nice week Sara with a lot of Michael in your heart girl..Love ya...
8mycrab (3 days ago)
Chapter 19 of The Assistant is Wonderful! What a HOT chapter, LORD HAVE MERCY!
I love, love, love the way you write love scenes. There is intimacy, passion, with respect, deep caring and love. And I know what you are talking about with other writers. It's unimaginable to me having Michael be abusive in a story.
There's a difference in hot, wild sex with a loving partner you can trust to playfully take control for your pleasure (Lord your a master at writing this) and sado/masochism. I started one story and they had Michael raping, made me physically sick!
Anyway, wanted to say again, love ya girl....Susie
blkbluhrt6590 (4 days ago)
Love this BG pic of Michael ! your fantasy is sooo good I will follow it to the end and any sequels you may do! I believe I'm hooked ! L.O.V.E. JOY Have a great weekend !
TheMJGangsterz (4 days ago)
I'm so sorry! i just saw your comment you posted a month ago on my channel,But thank you very much! God Bless you :)
TheAngelskye66 (1 week ago)
Hi Sara,Thanks for stopping by and leaving a message.I like your name as well,it reminds me of Hall&Oates single"Sara's Smile"(Love this song)But you prob always get this alot.Hope your Valentine's was supremely divine.Have the very best day.Love&hugs,Angel
PAIDIA1 (1 week ago)
Hey girl did you get my pm bc sometimes YT sucks..:/ Love ya a LOT..
OldSchoolSweetheart (1 week ago)
hey Sarah how are you?.. I just read your description and I am wondering... when I write stories, I dont make him the super star that he was... not trying to take away from his essence, but Michael always wanted to be a normal man as well. I agree with what you say, but I find it easier to write about him as a normal guy rather than the pop singer.. I have written a few stories where he was a pop singer, but I like writing about him not being one as well... it gives us a chance to imagine him as a regular guy you would meet.. as long as you stay true to who he was, I dont see why it would be such a problem.
majalovemj (1 week ago)
Give this Rose இ ڿڰ --- For all those you love, See if you can get a dozen before Valentine's Day! Love you!♥♥♥
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