About this user
☺♥♥I haven't slept yet. ♫ ♥I am not sleepy, ☺I have too much energy to sleep even if my body is tired; ♫ ♥my mind won't let me doze off So many things happened to me the past 24 hours ♥
I think I will never get to sleep at all this day. ♫ ♥ I never realize that my coming of age,☺ my finding who I am would be this confusing, this difficult.♥ ♫
☺♥♥I am gay gosh! ♥Writing it down is such a tremendous relief already,♥ ♫ putting it down on paper kind of makes me committed to really come out. ♥It is not on my mind anymore. ♫☺ It is written down in paper and kind of makes me ♥realize that this real. ♫♥ I knew ♥I was gay ever since I noticed the difference between a boy and a girl,☺ ♥between a flower and a bee. ♫ when I was much,☺ much younger it puzzled me why ♥it felt so natural for me to play dolls with girls, ♥ to play house,☺ to play Chinese garter and parlor games. ♫♥It felt natural for me to admire big boys not as heroes but as something else to admire ♥them for their good looks and have undefined feelings for them.♥♥☺
☺♥♥In society ♫where homosexual is grudgingly accepted and somewhat tolerated. ♥I am also ♥unfortunate to belong to a very conservative family. ♥ My father is a very traditional family man: ♥aloof, ♫ soldier,♫ ☺formal and cold,♥ my mom is a plain housewife. ♥ ☺Needless to say I am closer to her than ♫I am to my dad. ☺♥ I also have two big brothers and 1 pretty sister haha!!♥♥☺
☺♥♥As of now I'm still single lol hahaha!!♥♥☺
Age
21
Country
Philippines
Schools
Jose Rizal University