About this user
Well ...I don´t know if this is gettin out there to anybody , and I honestly don´t care if you understand and care but I´m thankful for every support respond and help I might get .
See I´ve always lived my life the best I could and tried the hardest to make sure everything´s alright .
But my life has changed in a certain way .
I´ve met the wrong people . bad people . who had bad intrest for me in mind while I trusted in them and gave my world and my heart up to them ...
I´ve done wrong and now I can see it , i didn´t before .
So here´s what I´m facing up on .
It´s hard for me to face the day , when I´m alone I get very depressiv but at the same time I cannot talk to people or just describe to them how I feel , because I lost my inner voice .
I´ve been raped , and I don´t know how to face this down .
I went to the police and made sure they´re gonna take their steps against the men who did this to me .
Sometimes I feel like there are mutiple self´s in myself and I don´t hold the key to all of them , but the worst is that I don´t hold the key to anything that could make me feel better , or free or happy .... I really don´t know about anything , and I don´t know if it´s good that I wrote this , but I´m just sharing my struggels ....
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