...nothing but numb...

im done fighting for my life, its time for me to just say goodbye. Wipe the tears and stand up straight, time to kill all my hate.

Hushabye baby
take another pill
open your mouth and let your guts spill
close the door and try to hide
all the nasty secrets you hold inside
rockabye baby
hush your soul
wipe your tears and just let go...
time to show the pain you've hid so terribly well
and down will come baby
straight . back . to . hell.

dont run away, trust me, talk to me about it, ive been there 3 times, cops after me and everythin, next time i get placed, think about it....you want to run and live on the streets everynight?....you want to have to steal,and hurt, and rob, deal drugs just so you can have enough money to eat?....do you want to sell your body, and be used?..do you want to have to do anything to feed your drug addiction?....you may not want to deal with the way home is, but trust me, im 12 and ive already been there, done that and been back....its no life, so talk to me if your thinking about that. the verse below this is what i kept singin just to make myself contemplate coming back.
"cus I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin these streets
for too long now
I've got nothing thats true
but this song now
but the further I go
I wanna go home
I f**kin' swear that I care
but its hard when you stare
into the bottom of a bottle
that is empty and bare
all my desolate soul
in my desolate home
it's my desolate role
yeah I'm here all alone
I can't think of a reason
to get the f**k out of bed
curtains closed, lights are off
Am I alive or dead? "-hollywood undead

my heart beats faster untill i have no breath, my brain keeps thumping i cant rest...but when i see you it all fades...its like im reborn into a different place...your words make me cry but its all because i know im being saved....im speechless and its because of my feelings, their overwhelming me into this fate.. .but my bones keep on breaking every step i take....the demons, their pulling me down, im at constant war. theway i am, im just a nothing whore....unlike you. your the sunshine in all my gray...your the reason im still alive to this day....your the love ive never had, this warm feeling inside of my cold achey chest....your a drug that i crave the best......and this is the reason why i want to let myself fall, im nothing compared to you and your great soul.....
-for someone special:)



im chloe, a very edgy, crazyy, badass, all around just lovely teenager who doesnt care what people say or do, cuz im going to do what i want to do, when i want to do it. so there you go.

want to know more bout me just ask, dont be shy, i dont bitee....sometimezz O.o
icon: meh

btw, just becausee i overrdoseed doesnnt meann im a druggy and it doessnnt meann i triedd to kill mehselff. I simpllyy justt gott a lil too highhh XP



gotaa crushh anyonee?;)
http://www.thiscrush.com/~craziixxxchloe

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