About this user
You can contact me on facebook the aaddress is:
facebook.com/madmiller
On the 31st December 2001 I was sectioned under the mental health act. I was in a state of extreme mania with psychosis. I was detained in a mental health ward for six weeks where
In early 2002 I was diagnosed with BIPOLAR DISORDER. Bipolar type 1
Before going into hospital I really was crazy, but I thought I was totally sane. My biggest memory of the whole mania thing was the psychosis. my reason for this was the fear it brought me. I was shitting myself.
If you think you or someone you know may have Bipolar Disorder, see my video "DSM-IV Criteria for Bipolar Disorder" or better still go and see your doctor.
Ever since my diagnosis I have become a little obsessed with all things Bipolar. So if your wondering why I make so many films on the subject, now you know why.
With meds I am very stable but, it's a real pain to have to take them four times a day, every day. My meds are the following:
LITHUIM
CARBAMAZAPINE
RISPIRIDONE
PROCYCLODENE
ZOPICLONE
Parhamscan is a name I made up which I call the image you see on this channel and also at the begining and end of my films. Parhamscan also is a name i use as a music artist. Parhamscan is a picture of the dark side of me. The dark side being Bipolar Disorder. So Parhamscan and me are one and the same.
Any film I make can be used by others, all I ask for is a mention in the credits.
I would be most grateful if people would NOT send me videos to look at, it's getting out of control now, it's running into the hundreds.
ALL Bipolars are welcome to add me as a friend. I feel a real connection there. None Bipolars are also welcome.
Religion. I belive in god. whatever created the universe is god to me but i dont belive in religion, i think it's a total lie, written by men, it's total bullshit. what do we know about god, absolutely nothing that's what. the people back in the ancient times had visions and god spoke to them, they should have been on rispiridone for their psychosis. jesus was a con artist, he really was. i believe in science.
Heros. i have many heros but the one that stand out for me is Albert Einstein. He had original thoughts and went against popular beliefs, how good is that.
I was up until 1997 a competitive bodybuilder. You can see me on stage on the video "my nabba north britain".
I get a great buzz from people's comments be whatever they may be. To get that instant feedback helps you no end.
You can if you want check out my myspace music site at the bottom of this section. it's got music and lots of photos there.
Please contact me on any subject, i wont bite. I usually log on to YouTube on a regular basis.
All my best Brian...
My Manic Blog
TheManicRabbit
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A short clip about Bipolar Disorder.
Why Does Bipolar Disorder Happen
CliffBetweenTheLines
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Based on recent research by the Center for Disease Control.
PLEASE SEE REMARKS BELOW BY FTOM2006 for more specific study details. :)
Basics of Bipolar Disorder
B3ANK1TTY
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Just a quick video to show some of the numerous elements to Bipolar Disorder. Song is "Overdose" by Tomcraft.
BIPOLAR DISORDER MY STORY
bminternet43
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Bipolar Disorder My Story is an account of the symptoms suffered leading up to an extreme manic breakdown which led to my hospitalization
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