Back In Pink!NOT black! =D

About me is under this old poetry!=D
I'm dieing here.
Nothing seems clear.
Tears droping off my cheek.
Alwayz feeling like a worthless freak.
I wish I can die.
But all I do is cry.
I feel like i'm nothing.
I wish I can turn into something.
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This life is a lie.
Why can't I just die?
Words spining around in my head.
All of them unsaid.
I wonder if this will last for a while.
I wonder if i'll ever see his smile.
My life is unplaned.
As I die in gods hand.
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Take my heart.
And rip it apart.
As i sit here and bleed.
For me,my evil deed.
I just cry.
As i hopelessly die.
And suffer with all this pain.
As i sit in a corner and cut my vain.
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I hate my life.
As i grab a knife.
And cut my hand.
As i have planned.
Cause of you.
This is what i do.
I wish i can die.
Cause you always lie.

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