blacksoul1231

This is a place i find strength
for i get lost, and feel broken sometimes
I hope my videos help me, and help others....

I am a college graduate
I have a BA in psychology
Next year i will have my RN
I am an EMT
I am broken
I have hope
I am afraid to ask for help
even when i know i need it
I believe that despite all odds things will work out
i hope that i am strong enough
I wake up telling myelf that i can do it
that i can last one more day
and take it as a success when i do
i have more aquantences than friends
and am ok with that
because i like to hide
the dark makes me feel safe
but scares me at the same time
i get anxiety attacks regularly
and spend my time fighting
against myself and for myself
I am trying to recover
trying to regain my life
i take everyday by itself
because i am just as afraid
of the future
as i am of the past

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