About this user
AS YOU WERE THE MAN I DISGUST
YOU STILL FIGURE AS A WOMAN
BUT YOUR DESPERATION FAKES IT ALL
!!!!!! I WANT AND DEMAND MY HEART BACK INTO MY OWN HANDS !!!!!! AS I WILL CONTROL IT !!!!!! I WILL CLEAN IT MYSELF !!!!!! I GIVE IT BACK TO MYSELF !!!!!! MY FIRST ACT OF LOVE IS GIVING MYSELF !!!!!! YOU JUST PROVED YOURSELF, I'M A BETTER PERSON THAN YOU ARE !!!!!!
i want myself back, as i were, as i am, i will be, and i will stay
i want my freedom back, and i want my space back
i want my voice back, and i want my songs back
i want my art back, and i want my home back
i want my bed back, and i want my sheets back
i want my hands back, and i want my lips clean
i want my teeth brushed, i want my mouth washed
with alcohol, and chemicals, to take off my skin you touched and raped
piece of shit
you're no good at all, and i must laugh, i was so stupid to think you were a goddes after all
omg
hahahaha, stupid me
yeah, i'm so stupid
lol
just get off of me
thank you very very much
as i want my dignity back
you better clean your windows of whorages you call ' love '
well, you can't sell nor buy love, my dear...
keep your lust for yourself,
as it is all yours,
somehow
i just want myself back
unharmed and clean
how i was
and always will be
i purify myself
as the distance is filling me in
it brings back my honor of the space between you and me
i wouldn't rather be
evacuated from your dancefloor
i didn't deserve this
squeeled by such unhonest pig
as they don't have it,
they try to steal it.
your naked begging won't succeed
i am more than you can see, touch, nor see
if this is so called love.
.i do not want it nor wish it to be.
your believe is empty, even without comparison with my universal goals.
i already lost my faith in you.
you will never fit honesty nor purity.
may your void become as deep as my hate,
as i take back my spoken words of desperation's deceit,
i carve the written truth in eternity.
.i hope.
parasites will wrack your abused body and rotten soul.
wore out sluts of majority.
your incomprehension will be my redemption.
as it will lead you to your abyss yourself.
in the end it will get to you backwarded.
the past is never forgiven.
.it is atoned.
i am taking back my soul, my mind of worth.
while you instead owe no dignity at all.
behind your foundation, you have dressed yourself as my enemy.
as you made me hate you.
.i remember.
without forgiveness, without romanticism.
i have grown cold;
you are dead in my heart of memories of warm sentiment.
which you can act greatly having one.
i should not have given away my dream and perceptions, for you.
as i did not choose well, by choosing you.
my walls are far more worthy than you have ever been.
.your hate would be my compliment.
.i just throw it away as filth now, where it belongs, with you, as a souvenir.
.as you have raped it all.
.that's the definition of the difference between you and me.
it is time to.
inhale my own freedom.
away from you i can breathe.
constantly
Age
25
Country
Netherlands
Occupation
not a woman, not a man.not a shemale. not a heshe.furniture design architect painter clothes mode morale divinity
Schools
I yelled every step i took in it. wrote on the windows; they try to build a prison. was running over desks, till the 'autor' would arrive. but they draw me lessons of punishment. well, i got it on school and at home, school after school [their punishments didn't succeed] traveling took 4 hours and my money. went to conservatorium, but felt insecure and stupid there. think i needed much anti-depressiva's to function there. think i needed much more needles full of anti-high-sensitivies. hahahaha.
Interests
art music knifes. as i give you some terpentine and burn down your pathetic "being", with the biggest smile on my face, ever forever. you're on my deathlist. still. turned into ashes, fertility.
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