My life is My life.... and my failures are my fault. A fault is a flaw, and I Desire most in life to be perfect in my own demands.
Perhaps my desires are an ever-changing nonexistent myth I'll probably die while attempting to better myself.
There's a certain person who I'd like to one day have look back at me through some reflective surface, but for now that person is just a thought, an idea, a dream, or quite possibly a nightmmmmmm....... nvm.