About this user
Alright Ya Better listen because i can be random:). My Identiy is unknown to you now well obviously, But if your looking in, better look close because my mind runs in complexity and in depth. yet i'm quite simple And fun. I love music its my passion, my tool, part of my world. I love writing poetrey and stories, I have a yerning to write something incredible, something to be rememberd. Something to be lived by. Wether just a Phrase or a poem something that strikes your heart and soul, leaving you stuned and in Wonder while tieing your emtions to something i have once felt or imagined. I have friends, I have Also made my enemies. I try so hard to keep my hero but when i need him the most He dosint save me. Then It is I who becomes another vilan in his Eyes. I love very hard and care to much, but its not offten that I do. I have had greatness before me, I have also had failure. I trust very little, Yet I believe so strong. but My faith gets tamperd and when it begins to fade Its then when i lose my sanity. I have my insane moments where you ask why and the vauge reply i can only give is "If I only knew" But its never to hurt the ones that i keep close and love. Its to numb the pain that I can no longer bare. Yes its selfish and its made within dispair. I'm very out going, I'm out spoken though its shaded by my shyness at times. I love the simpel things and the Great, I love it all. i find beauty in life Yes it gets hard, But damn it sure can be the best thing ever. I love my life, though i may hate the pain and the agony. How are you ever going to know the best if you havent had the worst?. i have a crazy ass sense of humor. i joke around alot about the crazist shit.And you can bet ill throw you off gaurd at times, My mind is always working,I can be very random at times, but if you know me you'll get to know my mind. i love to make people laugh. i like hiking. and climbing trees. Looking at a clear nights sky, listening to mood fitted music Is one of the many lovely of my hobbies. I have come close to my heaven On earth. I have come across breathtaking moments where you feel overwhelmed in watching your dreams reveal into a realaity. and in those moments I can barley decribe the feeling. But pure amazment, Nothing less and a whole lot more. I love To dress up and laugh, I love playing video games, Mario is the bestest, the third one kicks hard ass! Video games can piss me off like no other:) I very passionate about music and singing, I like working out feeling the muscels rip slowly. I do enjoy some pain. I really enjoy cooking, art, Building, I am a very creatieve person. I love my family. I'm really close to my sisters its nice to know there there for you:). I hate animal abuse and child abuse. I can get obsessive over chores. I have battels with the way i look always, I am truly my own worst ememy. I'm shy and sweet fun and caring, i can be bitchy, disrespect me or my loved ones you will see a darker side. I'm very honest to the ones i trust sometimes way to honest. I love exspressing myself. I'm passionate about many things, I'm offten reluctent on my heart. yet my soul is exposed. I love love. i am a romantic. romance makes me melt,I believe in true love, and soul mates. I know theres someone out there thats gonna beat my heart with the jolt it needs to be alive. I follow my heart alot even when I know its not where I'm supposed to be. I'am out there, and you are too there are answers to the questions that are unknown but like always some will always get left unknown. Thats the great mystery:)
