WHAT IS THE VIDEO ABOUT?!
It's about how I am yo-yoing backwards and forwards with something I have called Trichotillomania - whereby, for various reasons, I pull out my own hair.... See this video, I explain all about it there:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiBIXMBEqgE

"I don't want to feel like this" "It's not meant to be like this" "Just what I don't need".... Take out the love stuff and bam - for me - the lyrics fit perfectly.

Artist: Imogen Heap (Who is releasing her new album this August - YAY!!)
Song: The Walk

Q: Why upload it now when it's unfinished?
A: Its a long story - but I'm taking a break from youtube over august.... Therefore I can't post any videos.... I'm putting it up as I have talked about it - and showing you what I have proves I have actually done something..... Either upload it now - or wait till october.

Q: What is it with all the ties?
A: Look here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiBIXMBEqgE

Q: Where are the clips in the bath from?
A: On the 16th July last year (2008) - I made a video reflecting on my feelings of an incident in Jan 2008 - I was shouting at myself basically - tthrashing out my thoughts and feelings.....
I decided to private the video last year at some point - because of the ties.... But now as more people are aware of what they mean and I feel I can put them up in a way which is okay.....

Any other questions.....? :)


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I started this video more than TWO months ago....
I had infact started editing it to "SpinWheel" - by PaperPlain.... However, half way through the song - the artist started singing about love..... I felt it didn't fit....
I considered and even tested some clips with the "Narnia Song" by Imogen Heap.... However - the mood was completely off - and the focus was on something happy.... Whereas I was/am angry and frustrated...

There are gaps - unfinished edits and clips that are out of sync - don't know why...
The last few clips are infact out of sync - they are slightly behind - grrr.... Oh well... It's unfinished anyways. (less info)