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9 months ago
'Detox or Die' - BBC 2004 (Clip 1: preparing for ibogaine treatment)
Clip from my BBC broadcast documentary Detox or Die. This is at the point where I've taken my last dose of methadone and set off to London for a 'q...
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9 months ago
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10 months ago
My life up to now dealing with opiates, suboxone, depression etc.
opiateHELP's webcam video March 15, 2011 07:31 PM - I am back from a couple years of dealing with sobriety (and lack there of) after 4+ years of pa...
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to all that feel they have lost their sex drive because of opioid use: you probably have low testosterone! look it up. opiod use(long term) takes a mans testosterone away causing loss of sex drive, depression, pain, etc. also it takes a good year for the PAWS(post acute WDsyndrome) to end. that's...
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10 months ago
My hair progress
I do like how my hair is, except... I would like it more even all-around.
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what a sexy beast:)
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10 months ago
My Methadone treatment
I talk about my struggles with substance. ANY MEAN COMMENTS ABOUT THIS SUBJECT WILL BE DELETED!!! This is a very personal struggle of mine and I d...
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man...you are all fuked up just wonderin thru life...I bet u don't do a damn thing all day. nobody would hire ya, you too damn fuked up! lower that done dose then jump on subs...u need a little more of a clear head
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10 months ago
Opiate Hell - Help with withdrawal and coming off oxycontin oxycodone methadone suboxone
My story with opiates. Help to come off. Story sharing channel. Tips and tricks to kick opiates. The truth chemically and physically. Any and all p...
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@opiateHELP- well, actually, this is aimed @ anybody (male) with sexually difficulty on opioids...get your Dr to check your testosterone level, mine was VERY low and when it was fixed, I felt like a 15yr old boy again lol. opiates used regularly will cause testosterone levels to deplete...the nur...
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10 months ago
volume eleventeen, actiq diaries
next installment...talking about opioid addiction, fentanyl and methadone specifically...getting through withdrawal, self-management after withdraw...
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why not suboxone?...that will solve everything
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10 months ago
actiq diaries vol.7, withdrawal from fentanyl & methadone addiction help
detoxing from opiates: fentanyl, oxycontin, morphine, ms contin, methadone, suboxone, help with addiction
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are you in your home , dude? bc most doore don't have 3 foot by 1foot glass in them. it looks like an institute door or something
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10 months ago
actiq diaries vol. 6 actiq/fentanyl & methadone withdrawal
addiction withdrawal opiates opioids heroin morphine oxy lortab vicodin pain depression suicide MOTHERFUKK ME need to DIE
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take suboxone and then u wont crave or get high on actiq....then u can stop bitchin and get therapy man
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10 months ago
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10 months ago
Get Relief from Methadone Withdrawal with Methadone Detox Now!
http://www.NewBeginningsDet... * 877-DETOX88
Get Relief from Methadone Withdrawal Video #2 - Dennis Hansen expands on his new Advanced Methadon...
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what happened to the harrison act? i thought you couldnt prescribe"interm" medicines to ease opioid withdrawl....is this not illegal?
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10 months ago
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10 months ago
Opiate Addiction: Understanding Replacement Therapy (Part 2 of 2)
Opiate Addiction: Understanding Replacement Therapy (Part 1 of 2)
This special broadcast expains about the innovate new treatment called Suboxone ...
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best ive heard, no bullshit...this is what every loved one of a user needs to know! VERY IMPORTANT!
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10 months ago
Prisoner Scares Students Straight: Vanguard Web Extra
Timmy Kilburn is a recovering prescription drug addict serving time in the Greenup County, KY jail for illegally possessing oxycodone.
He shares hi...
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@flare765 lol....no kidding these kids are waaaaay too young to learn about bootin up....start off w weed sheesh
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10 months ago
Follow-up with Todd 3 Months Later: Vanguard
Todd battled addiction to prescription drugs for over a decade but shortly after filming ended, he decided to try to get off oxycodone.
It has be...
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@tgottsdodocumentary is focused NOT on normal Drs., but rather on Florida's pill mills. BIG DIFFERENCE! addiction is a disease, and it is VERY EASY to see this kind of behavior of Dr. shopping. I wouldn't call most DR.naive in pain management. Even those that work in only CASH pill mills are NOT...
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10 months ago
vol. 10 actiq diaries fentanyl/methadone opiate withdrawal
"a different kind of high" fentanyl and methadone withdrawal starting day 8...opiates withdrawal help heroin oxycontin opana vicodin lortab morphine
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@mobiusstrip01 take suboxone and try to start living life day by day! you have lots to offer other than just sitting in bed PAWS last FOREVER on methadone and it's not worth a relaspse
About bardster111's channel
@davidgrahamscott interesting.prescribing heroin? I've heard of a couple people (on forums) that get heroin prescribed. not sure what country? they say it's a last resort if the methadone doesn't work and is extremely difficult. The main thing I don't understand about presciption heroin is thefac...