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whatever you think about michael jackson is actually true. bc the way that you view michael doesnt reflect him, it is a reflection of you. michael jackson wasnt just the man in the mirror. michael Was the mirror.
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i made this channel so that i can share my favorite mj videos with my friends & ... everybody. i love michael jackson. i've never loved a man for as long as i've loved michael.
my earliest memory in life is dancing to billie jean at a party in iran with my family, & wondering if the streets in america really did glow when you walked on them (i was 2 yrs old, give me a break).

michael was my longest love. michael was my first love. michael was my favorite singer/songwriter, dancer, composer, choreographer, writer, published poet, style icon, philanthropist - my favorite person. michael was my inspiration for brilliance, looking up to how shrewd and cunning he was as a buisnessman. michael was my inspiration for love, looking up to how compassionate, caring, and generous he was as a human being. michael was my most intense sex symbol! michael was my teacher. michael was my role model. michael was my friend. michael was my father figure. michael was me.

is it weird having someone be your mentor, your muse, your magician, & kind of thinking that he's the Sexiest man on the planet? & kind of thinking that he'd be a really great dad? & kind of thinking that he's YOU?
yeah, that's weird. but you know what's really crazy? i'm not the only person that has happened to. not by a long shot. ppl all over the World feel that way about michael. michael brought us together that way; & in human history only he has been able to bring the world together in Any way.
i recently came across something that validates my point. these are lyrics to an mj tribute song by The Game ft. diddy, chris brown, etc. apparently, the combination of loving, idolizing, & identifiying with Michael Jackson is prevalent all over the globe; among men, women; rich, poor; black, white; his fans, even his friends!, & celebrities alike.

♪ who's michael jackson?
i'm michael jackson!
you're michael jackson.
we're All michael jackson. ♪
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how did he do this? bring us together this way? make us believe in... things? michael was... i dont know. i really have no idea at all what he was. my boyfriend thinks that he was an alien, & that he'll come back for us all in 2012 to save us! lol, i think that that is way too simple of an explanation.
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my heart was torn apart on june 25th. i keep waiting for it to repair. i think rather than try & accept this (which simply hasnt been working out for me) i must accept the fact that i'm not going to be able to accept it.
i wont explain why this hurts so much. even if i tried to, no words could express... but watching his videos/listening to his songs do make me feel better :) with a few exceptions of course. i can't listen to songs like earth song, heal the world, can you feel it? & keep the faith w/o crying (all the songs that made me happy when i was little). & then there are songs that i cant listen to at all, like is it scary?, will you be there? & any Jackson 5 (when i hear his voice as a child i literally feel like i'm dying) & i cant even be in the same room if stranger in moscow comes on, i have to leave right away, bc it's like being stabbed in the heart. ["i'm livin' lonely baby! i'm livin' L O N E L Y! take my name, & just let me be. take my name, & just let me... " ugh, gruesome. who could stand that?]. but other than that...
his music lights me up & puts a smile on my face when i'm down, just like when i was a little girl :) you see, when you're singing along to the lyrics, talking to your friends about your favorite mj videos, or watching him do these hot ass moves & drooling, or watching him do these crazy ass dances & you're like "what in the hell? how is that possible?! what is he doing with his feet?!"-then at those moments you're busy being mesmerized, & you're not thinking about how much something hurts or how scared you are.

i love michael jackson. i love him as, well, as a lot of things. but i 1st fell in love w him as an entertainer.. as an immaculate entertainer. the best there was. the best there Is. the best there will ever be. in that "entertainment" respect, i enjoy michael more when i'm sharing michael. so here you go. i hope that they give you... Hope, itself, the way they did & continue to do to me (& about a trillion other ppl around the world).

if anyone has ever come close to immortality, michael has. as shakira said, "the day that michael jackson died, a legend was born... & it will live until the end of time."

♪ keep your head up high,
and scream out to the world!
i know i am someone,
& let the truth unfurl!
no one can hurt you now,
because you know it's true!
yes i believe in me,
so you Believe in You! ♪

-wanna be startin' somethin'

no one can hurt you now, my sweet angel ♥
(help me sing it)

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