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I can pretend I'm not dying inside, but just so you know.. I am

in dreams we catch glimpses of life larger than our own but I wake up and think dreams are real. I sleep so I don't have to feel.

Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy

oh,sorry,i forget,i only exist when u need something

Life is divided into the horrible and the miserable.

Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand

Every morning you get up and put on a fake smile...but what if one morning you didn't? Would anyone notice?

Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? Well that's how I feel right now...I feel like I'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile...

I know life was never meant to be easy.. but i never thought it would be this hard

Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness

I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by, I wanna get lost and I don't know why

I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry

You asked what was wrong I smiled and said nothing, then I turned around and whispered Everything.
About Me:
 
hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it. I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah and I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken. So don't tell me you can't forgive me Cause nobody's perfect, no

Oh, so you think you know me now
Have you forgotten how
You would make me feel
When you drag my spirit down
But thank you for the pain
It made me raise my game
And I'm still rising, I'm still rising
Yeah,So make your jokes
Go for broke
Blow your smoke
You're not alone
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now
So raise the bar
Hit me hard
Play your cards
Be a star
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now

I'm being haunted by whisper
A chill comes over me
I've been trapped inside this moment
I'm not a victim, I'm not a freak,Free me
Before I slip away
Heal me
Wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?
I've seen the face of affliction of my reality,I'm being tortured by the future of things that are yet to be,I'm being haunted by a vision,It's like the moment never comes,I feel the burden of confusion, always searching... on the run

Every day's the same
She fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray
She wonders why
Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?she can't seem to smile
They never get past arms length
How could they act like everything is alright?
She's pulling down her long sleeves
To cover all the memories that scars leave
She says, "... maybe making me bleed will be the answer that could wash the slate clean"

This is the dark before the dawn
The storm before the peace
Don't be afraid 'cause seasons change and
God is watching over you
He hears you

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs,She wants to go home But nobody's home That's where she lies Broken inside,With no place to go No place to go To dry her eyes
Broken inside

without the mask where will you hide?
can't find yourself lost in your lie
i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused
Influences:
no one
Hometown:
darkfalls valley
Country:
United States
Occupation:
what
Companies:
?
Schools:
I HATE SCHOOL WELL MATH THAT IS
Interests:
pokeing things with a stick , dancing ,get lost
Movies:
Charmed,degrassi,fast five,glee,vampire diaries,pretty little liars,big time rush
Music:
glee cast,demi lovato,the saturdays,big time rush
Books:
prophecy of the sisters percy jackson and the olympians goosebumps vampire diaries pretty little liars
Channel Comments
h2o4ever6 (3 weeks ago)
sure:) whats wrong?
MortalMagicDestruct (1 month ago)
Thank you so much for the sub :) <3
HayleyOwn (2 months ago)
how have you been?
TaniaManiac (3 months ago)
great channel - how goes it?
arriesgo01 (3 months ago)
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Systemofthedowngirl2 (7 months ago)
Lol no no Kat ihhy ment www.Facebook.com
Systemofthedowngirl2 (7 months ago)
miss yhu kat(: <3 make a facebook
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Ya'all site cool
elepatro (9 months ago)
:D Your is also fantastic!
elepatro (9 months ago)
Thank you so much!!
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