About this user
I wish you all good day!
I hate violent and lying. I love my frieds, if they weren't, i'd die.
My life is ups and mostly just downs...
my pesonality: cute uke-kind of human, don't know, anoying.
I am really depressed and tired...
But just moment ago.. I realised that i'm not going to kill my self, because i really love my friends(doesn't include YT friends..Sowwy)..
Maybe it's a sin, maybe it's a mistake, maybe i'm just a liar.. But I'll take it..for now.
Sorry.
I hope i'm not too much of a trouble to anyone.
Actually i'm pretty good at pretending that i'm okay...I just don't wanna. Nya.
So.. Two men are there, whom i love the most:
Uruha. The guitarist of band The Gazette and Karyu, guitarist of D'espairs Ray. <3
What else... I love music and music loves me. n__n
a voice screaming out your name
surely it will not reach you my voice
but for now, I am okay
someday in my heart, you will..
tonight, too, I will dream a dream of you
beneath my pillow I placed your letter
my dream is too cruel my breathing interrupted
always, at 4:30am I awaken in pain
the time is too long
the time is too painful
the dream will not stop
my love is frozen, dead
on this cold evening
so, in this long night
my conciousness is torn apart
becoming tiny pieces
my memories scattering
your ring I grasp it as tightly as I can
my tears soaking my pillow
like I cannot hear blocked up my ears
your voice..
the scar on my wrist
increasing once more
melting into the wound you
I am broken the letter burnt becoming ashes
I am broken my heart broken becoming ashes
I am broken I lost you I love you
watashi wa kowareru tegami moyashi hai ni naru
watashi wa kowareru kokoro kowashi hai ni naru
watashi wa kowareru anata wo nakushi ai shiteru
Dir en Grey - Zakuro/Promegrante
Interests
Drawing and then, music, anime, manga, japan. I'm a anime and japan-freak.
