I love parts of my life but some i really dont want to be alive for but i am getting through

well thanks :)
sorry for the late reply, my laptop broke so i can only get on downstairs

Well not much .I read your comments and i felt realy bad for you and wanted to try and help you somehow
You can talk to me if you want to

why doesnt anyone understand me sometimes i wish i didnt move and so i could be with all the people who dont pretend to love and care about me. it feel likes no one loves me here not even my boyfriend. i want to go back to idaho and my band. i have cried myself to sleep every night sence that move and i have started cutting again but my boyfriend doesnt know so ya i hope i get to choose to go back to idaho next yeat cuz i am not staying here if the rapist comes back o and something else you need to know i was raped in the boys' restroom during a basketball game. so that is most of the reason i hate it here

guess wat i am going to up my bands best song that i wrote and i am going to put it up soon so be ready yay!!!!!

omg school is going back and forth to great to crap i lost my best friend and i am losing more and more. but i wish my best friend cared but i only want him to forgive my sis and my other friend i dont care if he doesnt forgive me. i wish he would but o well. i going to be myself and be happy for finally breaking out of my bubble if i lose friends you know what i will always make more and i will always have my boyfriend who loves me for me so thats all that matters to me. I LOVE ME FOR ME!!!!!!!!

Fairytails don't exist, sweetheart, so get your head out of the clouds. this is my favorite saying

why does this always happens in my life i lost all of my friends and i am scared to tell me boyfriend that i am bi cuz i dont want to lose him but i am planning to tell him tomorrow cuz i have been hiding this sence i moved here a year and half ago. i dont know wat to do????????? </3 :..( sometimes i wish i was dead.