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I'm wanderin round confused. Wondering why I try. The more that I deny my pain. The more it intensifies...I pray for someone to ache for me the way I ache for them...~Mika~
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Backwards let my life rewind,Until my life is here no more.
No memory left that I had lived,Or ever entered this life's door. Erase the words in poetry written, And the ones in life were spoken, Release me now and I'll return, To nothingness and be forgotten. (19th Feb.2008 616am~Mika~)
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Quotes from my sister Artemisia:

"The burning pain of constant sorrow will ease away the pain of tomorrow."

"Nothing pierces me, Not earth or knife, man or word, But sorrow's cold cry."

"Joy gives up fight too soon, and dies every moment, Giving an easy victory to the painful Sorrow."

"Every sorrow has a pain. Hidden behind the tear. Every drop from our eye. Signs off the pain "
Name: Zempel
Age: 19
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A friend is a person to laugh and cry with, An inspiration, Someone who lends a helping hand, A friend is not a shadow nor a servant But someone who hold a piece of a person in there heart. Someone who shares a smile, Someone who brightens up your day What makes a person a friend? Is by saying your Love will stay.4th Feb.2008.610am.~Mika~
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~YT Best Friends~

~acerb45666555(Moon Dude) YT Best friend
~~1st Sept.2007 became friends
hmmm...oh Moon Dude ur cool
ur like there to chat to me
U send me vids and comments
Ur a cool friend that's like cool
umm...yeah ur a great friend.
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~Zoe(Killer, Willow) YT Best friend
~~1st Sept.2007 became friends
You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.
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~Zoe(MRS DIAMOND) YT Best friend
~~18th Nov.2007 became friends.
Into the dim lit, bare walls of my world,
You entered, bringing light and life to me,
The vivid colors, painted with a swirl
Of wit and charm, of personality, With tender care, you added comfort, warmth,
And images that line the now bright walls.
I look upon them fondly, bringing forth
A thankfulness that you walk in these halls
With me our friendship has become a part
Of my world now it has its special place,
Within my being, life, and in my heart,
Your name hangs right beside your smiling face. Remembering just how dark these walls had been, I have to thank you for the light, my friend.
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About me:
~I'm a female if you haven't figured that out...♀♀
~Birthday 20th Aug.1988
~Strait talker, I don't bullshit around.
~I love life, but not my own.
~Life is to long...at least mine
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"Circle Of Eternal Becoming" Primordial spells have been written on water's surface. The abyss silver heart conceals the eternal prayer. Fire and wind contain the timeless secrets of the knowledge. Ancestral spirits of the elemental space materialize their ethereal shape. Dryads, Naiads, Devas, Oreads. I trust the practice and theory of what is agreed to call magic. I believe in the spirits' evocation, in the power to create magic illusions, in the visions of truth in the depth of mind. I believe mind's boundaries shift continually and different minds can flow together, one into the other, and create or reveal a unique energy and individual memories are part of a great collective memory, the memory of Nature itself. Perpetual movement eternal rotation, oscillation of the night sky. Oh silence devour the eternity of Time. As above, so below. My end is my beginning.
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I feel like a sex toy. That is all I ever really was.Held down and played with. No feelings or emotions. Just a hollow body. A child's mind. And my heart wrenching screams. That tore me apart. No one ever heard me. Or so it seems. Used and tossed to the side. Always trying to run and hide.Scared and terified. My soul forever taken by one too many people.Who took me forsaken. I will never be the normal. I'm torn to little pieces pieces of me gone...Lost. My mind is like a whirlwind, ever really slowing down. My heart is frozen from the hate. I need this all to end before it's all too late. These memories attacking me, driving me insane. I just want this all to make sense. This little girl, Used and abused, simply tossed away. I was doomed from the start. I never knew what love was and now my sick and twisted perception maybe holding me back from all that I love. Worthless, Useless, Merely a toy. Just some guy's fun. Is all I ever was. My voice gone, I could never speak this pain is restless. It hasn't stopped in years...No one understands how dark my world is. How I cannot escape my worst nightmares, my dreams have always been crushed. I wish I could slit my wrists and watch the blood rush. I can't give up, I need to fight no matter how much my body is shaken in fright...Just a sex toy, just a little girl, my innocence stolen my memories never forgotten. 14 years later...It's all attacking me. Forced to be toyed with...So easily destroyed. Scared to speak, Paralyzed in fear, Afraid to acknowledge all I know to be real. Running away from all that I'm afraid of'...LIFE......I can't go on...556am 5th Mar.2008~Mika~
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"Silence is medication for sorrow" I must leave this world now.....A.A.G.L.H.

"Remember me and smile, for it's better to forget than remember me and cry." 22nd Nov.2005 / A.A.G.L.H.

Interests and Hobbies: Do u really want to know? Really ask me and I'll tell u.
Music: Cadaveria is my all time favorite and besides she's hot...check out playlists always workin on new ones.
Books: Charmin Bathroom Tissue UltraSoft is all I need...books are to rough.
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Origin: Biella, Italy

Genre(s): Black metal, Dark metal, Gothic metal, Heavy/Death metal

Years active: 2001 - present

Label(s): Season of Mist, Associated acts Opera IX, Necrodeath

Members: Cadaveria, Frank Booth, Killer Bob, Marçelo Santos

Former members: Baron Harkonnen
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egripme | July 25, 2008
Thank you for stopping by. Where did you finend such a cool page?
Your friend
"Barry"
StolzimHerz | July 24, 2008
Wir vermiße dich mein freund )))
adamkieslowski | July 24, 2008
O, i forgot to tell you.While you were having vacation i put on a video of my family.I diden't wanne leave it on to long, so i made it a private video, i did send it to you, and if i'm correct you still can watch it.Hhahaha after you watch all the hundreds of video you probebly did get send.
Ok now i'm realy offffff
Bye,
adamkieslowski | July 24, 2008
Hi Mika,

I hope you had a great vacation, tomorrow we are leaving for two weeks, pfff and i realy need a vacation.
In the meen time, stay safe, o and look up at the stars ones in a while, because i'll be watching the seem stars.
Big Hug
Jolanda
FanNasty | July 24, 2008
Just wanted to say hello :) Hope you are doing great!
ElisaHut | July 24, 2008
Hey Mika!!!! You're back? Let me know. Elisa
dke315 | July 24, 2008
thanks for accepting the invite. ur a good writer. and u have really cool vids. awesome job.

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arkangel187045 | July 23, 2008
Greetings from the battlefield, wonderous one. So much has changed. Hope you're having a great time out there. Not sure when we'll talk again but hope we will soon. Until then I'll have to keep fighting alone out here with my AK, SVD and RPG-7...

Russian weapons are some of the finest in the world. Take care...

AngelusSnake
StackeyB2 | July 18, 2008
well HELLO MY FRIEND . How are you . I am sorry I have not been around. I finally am back on for a while. I posted me new song. not my best but it's getting good ratings. I will catch up on your vids more when I have time. just wanted to say hello and say I missed chatting. hope you are well.

talk soon and keep up the hard work and Oh I love the new backround by the way.




lol


talk soon,

StaceYB
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