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Ahayah´s Name Part 1/3
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Qumbah Yah (Arise Yah)
Remember Repent
One Teacher One Everlasting Law
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YahSedQanu
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Name:
Smkh~Abyh
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About Me:
 
(to person that has never been on my friendslist!!!) Jealous woman... *sigh* Some women have such low LOW selfesteem they wouldn't know how to present themselves other then "lustobjects" to get a males attention. They think the epitome of womanhood is that, to be "wanted" and gain attention through sexuality from as many men they can get. Sad, sad, even sadder is when they try to disrupt a deep bond between two people by mongering. I see you get busy, but in the "backdoor way" not really brave. You, "lady" are a coward! And I know you wont dare to address me simply because you lack enough personality or character. I go frontal at the risk of being called "aggresive, insane, crazy" etc. Please note: IDGAF. I dont care who is standing in front of me that needs to be put in his/her place King/Queen/President or the one that pays my salary. I have very little patience for typical, insecure female behaviour!
These type females exploit their "position" to drive two people further away from eachother instead of helpng to improve the vision f te one they claim to befriend .. ergo your friendship is FAKE and you are not acting in the best interest of your friend but working your own agenda. Another habbit of low selfesteemed women is that they need to have another female next to the image they want to put forth (always a "better" version) and emphasize/enlarge/scrutinize or even propose shortcomings to the particular male that are not even there make shortcomings or intentions up or exaggerate them. Then they market their new selves duefully and carefully carved as a counter image of the established "bad former". And slowly start to work at separating this the two by poisoning the well and "moving" up. Well, I've had the opportunity to study a few cases and the above is a basic outline of this process called divide a couple or former friends and replace the removed with yourself. :) Humanbehaviour. But back to reality. Pretending you are more then me... wont work... better then me... wont work. See if you want to be more then ME you have get the exact same wounds, stripes, bruces at the exact same spot as I have them. You will have to go back and be born in the way I was born, have my childhood, go through my struggles as a teenager and a young woman in my 20s. Have the exact same dreams I had when I was a little girl, see the world throught the exact same eyes, spend most of your life on your knees and getting up as many times as I fell down and got up. You will NOT ever be me, or a better version of me simply because you are NOT me. And because you cant and wont ever accomplish all of the above. You will NEVER be able to love like me, give love like me, express love like me. I never cared about looks. Thats not to say I wont let YOU look at me and I say: eat your heart out. You will never be me because I know there is no such thing as perfection and you are insecure enough to think perfection matters. Go ahead play your game (whatever the aim of your game is) play it to the best of your ability but remember. To keep a lie you'll have to keep up with till infinity while I will sleep peacefully knowing I am putting effort in being the best person I can bewith all my imperfections. :) TaTa
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( I made one mistake with the lyrics. The lyrics say 1.35 a young mother to be unhappy, but it's a young mother to be a pappy) -
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( I made one mistake with the lyrics. The lyrics say 1.35 a young mother to be unhappy, but it's a young mother to be a pappy) -
Keep Ya Head Up"...   more
 
 
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Channel Comments
KerrBear1972 (3 days ago)
( ps )....My 40th birthday is in nine days away on Sunday March 11th 2012...So to me one of the best birthday presents I could ever recieve is to hear from you and know that you are ok and doing good and all....All my love to you always my amazing and beautiful sister and friend Samy angel....You are my hero you know that Samy....You are my hero!!!...I look up to you and hope to one day be on the same heavenly plain as your georgeous soul is for you are one of the bright and beautiful lights in a world that sometimes sheds much darkness and dispare...Take good care fo you for me ok my Samy angel!!!!...Yours always Kerry....( 5:23 am est Kenmore New York )..Fri..Mar..2nd..2012.. (11:23 am cet The Netherlands......)..Fri..Mar..­2nd..2012.
KerrBear1972 (3 days ago)
My beloved and beautiful sister Samy angel just coming by to check in on you as you are a permenant part of my heart and as your big sister I am protective of you like a momma bear to her young cub!!!.( smilz )...I worry for you that you are eating ok and taking the best care of you and your beautiful heart....A higher power made us sisters...Made us family..I will forever more watch over and try my best to protect you!!!!...So as soon as you are able and feeling up to it message me and let me know how you are doing...Sending you all my love and prayers...Yours always Kerry...( 5:18 am est Kenmore New York )....Fri...Mar...2nd...2012.. (11:18 am cet The Netherlands.....)....Fri...Mar­..2nd..2012...
pigmydmm (1 week ago)
Hello and whats happing new with?
KerrBear1972 (1 week ago)
My beloved and beautiful Samy angel.....So sorry I have been away for over a week....Much going on in my life...But I love you and care about you my sister and friend and desperately want to hear about all I have missed out on in your life that has gone on since we last talked...When you are feeling up to it and are able please do message me and let me know you are ok and how you have been doing....Your big sister Kerry loves you so much and cares about your daily life and its goings on...Please do take good care of you for me Samy angel...Hope to hear from you soon my little sister Samy....Yours always your big sister Kerry..
( 9:49 pm est Kenmore New York )...Sat..Feb..25th..2012..
( 3:49 am cet The Netherlands )...Sun.Feb..26th..2012..
Yabamda (1 week ago)
Shalam Blessings
pigmydmm (1 week ago)
Hello I subbed
501c3cultdestroyer (2 weeks ago)
Shalom Family
501c3cultdestroyer (2 weeks ago)
Shalom
KerrBear1972 (3 weeks ago)
So good to hear from you hun!!! ( smilz )..Yeah I wish you could call me too!!! ( smilz )...I wish I could call you as well..Just dont have that service on my phone to call internationally right now..But I can recieve international calls.....
Sending you much love always stay stroong my beloved Samy angel!!!!...Message me when you are able and let me know whats going on in your day to day life...Miss you so much Samy angel...Your sister and friend always Kerry..
( 8:26 pm est Kenmore New York )...Sun...Feb..12th..2012...
( 2:27 am cet The Netherlands )....Mon..Feb..13th..2012..
Amorayah (3 weeks ago)
Trust me I Understand completely..Been getting strange friend requests and for some reason I cant send messages regularly. Not sure whats going on either. Shalom Queen.
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