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It�s been some time since we last spoke � maybe a week or so. This may be because the last words you said to me were �Call me later this week,� to which I replied, �Sure.� I haven�t fulfilled my part of the deal, with good cause. I am too frightened to inquire into what you�ve been up to lately. Anxiety swells in me when I contemplate asking you simple questions such as �How has your week been?� or �What are your plans for the weekend?� With you I am a failure at small talk. I think my fear of your response is validated, not because of the specific answers you�ll give to my questions, but by the way in which those answers will be spoken. I know you�ll have a soothing tone in the gesture of your voice when you tell me of your mundane plans. You�ll nonchalantly describe some banal existence. Like anything you plan to do, whether it�s going to San Jose, or hanging out in the Apartment, or having sex with a robot monkey is an acceptable plan. You won�t ask my opinion�you need no input from me. You don�t contemplate how your responses will affect me, and you sure as hell won�t want to include me in any of your plans. Maybe I�m jealous of your �smooth-sailing-I�m-gonna-be-O
It�s been some time since we last spoke � maybe a week or so. This may be because the last words you said to me were �Call me later this week,� to which I replied, �Sure.� I haven�t fulfilled my part of the deal, with good cause. I am too frightened to inquire into what you�ve been up to lately. Anxiety swells in me when I contemplate asking you simple questions such as �How has your week been?� or �What are your plans for the weekend?� With you I am a failure at small talk. I think my fear of your response is validated, not because of the specific answers you�ll give to my questions, but by the way in which those answers will be spoken. I know you�ll have a soothing tone in the gesture of your voice when you tell me of your mundane plans. You�ll nonchalantly describe some banal existence. Like anything you plan to do, whether it�s going to San Jose, or hanging out in the Apartment, or having sex with a robot monkey is an acceptable plan. You won�t ask my opinion�you need no input from me. You don�t contemplate how your responses will affect me, and you sure as hell won�t want to include me in any of your plans. Maybe I�m jealous of your �smooth-sailing-I�m-gonna-be-O
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Hi I wasnt always like this but I have became an sex addict. I love having sex even for money.I do things like this because I feel no love so there 4 I have no love 4 myself or anybody else. I thought it was an end for me I wanted to die until I found a way 4 me to be happy so I found a way. I started hangin wit these gurls who was something like a hoe. I saw them getting money so I started doing everything they was and started making money. And I became happy
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Dearest One, Tonight's conclusion: Fuck you. Oh wait, should I be more philosophical, more poetic for you? Ok, I'll try-- bitch. For whom heaven has cast out, for those where love is no longer life, for that which has seeped through the purest of hearts and the thickest of shields, there is you. You are a black feather on a white dove, a shadow in the valleys of sun, a tarnished stain on the chapel's walls. DO YOU NOT SEE YOUR OWN DISGUST? Can you not feel the darkness that surrounds you? How can a speck of rust corrode a fine metal? A metal so pure that god herself can see her reflection in its shimmer. Are you a happy demon? Does destruction bring you gratification? Blessed by the horns of Lucifer art thou, and praise thee winged lover of death, as there is no other glorification you shall receive in this journal. The chaos you bring under your tarnished feathers of doom is that which brings my body to its knees. You are the destroyer of goodness; you are the temptation of that which is holy- my being. For your grace, I do not give thee praise, yet I allow you to consume my light, digesting its photons to produce and reproduce darkness -- you are the machine which destroys goodness. And yet you call yourself a mortal woman? How can it be, a mortal such as yourself, has the power to convince my love of anything other than its original intention: truth, honesty, joy, laughter and kindness. You make this man, I, a being of light, turn to the shadows. My face cracks and the monster protrudes in your presence. To this day, even at this hour, god's hour, the thought of you turns this scientist into a lunatic, a maniac of sorts that thrives on death and destruction. You are the poison in the well; you are the vile transformation I have become -- a mirror for hate and despair. And yet, you are still my wife, my bond in "holy matrimony" and my official lover. Does this not make sense? Do you see the irony in this dualistic connection? Of course! Everything is coming together now, as the puzzle pieces snap oh so gently into one another. I cannot be the light without your darkness as my shadow. I cannot love without the hate I've built for you. The day will not rise if the moon never sets. So set then, you black heart. Fill me with the power to move beyond your void, so that I may shine rays of peace and love to my neighbors. Will you not do me this favor I ask? Can you not accept this truce? I beg of you, die already. Bury your disgrace in a mountain, so that I may rise over the ocean.
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I used to think about killin myself all the time. I have been raped, molested, got pregnant from the rape, had an abortion, flunked out of college, contemplated homosexuality, felt confused about emotions and place in world. everytime I thought about killin myself. or try, something would stop me. so instead of focusing on pain. I said _____ the world. Im in pain. I just want to have some peace and happyness and that's what I did. I did a total tranformation. I cut out any people who were adding to my depression and just quietly went away for a while. no cell, no computers no nothing, just me and the forest. and silence. and I thought and I thought and I cried and I cried... and for a moment.. I was happy. no voices in my head. no people talking, just peace. I enjoyed the quiet, the sound of the river and birds, were stronger than the pain I was feeling. it took my mind off of all my hurts and woes, its not easy... I went to the doctor. I said well I have tried and failed so that must mean it's not time for me to die yet. I told doc everything and he prescribed prozac. it made me feel much better. That was 2 years ago. and I have been back on track. I could go into more detail but I came on here to say. I have a friend who never mentioned a word he was sad. one day I got a call. that he was dead. he stabbed himself in the neck. It haunts me until this day! I guess I felt like the only person like that, and for him to kill himself. fucced my world up. like I thought energy was not created nor destroyed.. he canceled himself out . I thought that could have been me! and I cried and cried. I wish he had talk to someone. .. So don't kill yourself. Find someone to talk to you can trust, and if you cant do that. give yourself some quiet time or check yourself into a hospital. Because believe it or not. Wanting to kill yourself is not a natural thing its preventable and having those thoughts are treateable. Its a moment of weakness where you need to be strong. Don't GIVE UP. live life. Don't let the PAIN be your master.. Overcome it, extinguish it and move on with your life.
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