Kaisa Wadenstrom
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Lift Me From This Place WaldenPR - 188 views - 2 weeks ago
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The story of this video is simple. It's about being depressed. Knowing that you can love your life and yourself so much better than you do. Praying for someone or something to lift you up from that place.

The reason I use Bill, is because everytime I see his face and his eyes or hear his voice, it just reminds me of a, really low point in my life. Bill is more a feeling than a person for me. And by using him in my video I think maybe I can make sharing those feelings I want to share with you.

I know a lot of you will look at this video and lyrics and think it's about loving Bill. Well I will not tell don't to. He used to mean a lot to me, and that's why he is what he is for me today.

* SPECIAL SCENE: Bill is looking at himself standing at the roof, and he knows that he can love himself and life more than that.

*SORRY if the sound is gone (it sometimes are). I will not remove the video. It means a lot to me. If you want to you can find the song; Sarah Mclachlan - Full of Grace, and listen to it in another window while the video is playing so you can watch the video.

And I know it is a way to get the sound back, I have tried it a lot of times now... but it won't work. I will upload the video somewhere else and link to it.
Sorry for this guys.
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Our baby, a liar? WaldenPR - 400 views - 2 weeks ago
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It all turns into a game, a lie. And we are the once that's forgotten and left behind...when the love to us turns into the love to the money...
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My Wish For You WaldenPR - 293 views - 2 weeks ago
I really do wish this for Bill, he used to mean a lot to me. And now I just wish him the best.
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Final Letter WaldenPR - 230 views - 1 month ago
This video is a sucideletter. Not mine or anyone I know. I heard the song and got an idee thats all.
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The Fan Massacre - Trailer WaldenPR - 781 views - 2 months ago
The Fan Massacre is my new and first fan fiction.

Bill Kaulitz has new job on as a secretary at a secret underground bioengineering facility known as The Hive. One day something goes weary wrong, and a life-threatening virus gets released, hundreds of people dies, but Bill survives. After the accident Bill turns into different monster every night. With the same goal; Kill every one of all his beloved fans.

For Entertainment only - inspired by the movie Resident Evil
No Copyrights.
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Winter Depression WaldenPR - 372 views - 2 months ago
This video is the video that means the most for me. I made it a long time ago, and I still remember how I felt when I was editing it. I was in love by the time I made it, Im not now, but still the lyrics explain the depressed time I fight trough.
Because this video is the dearest video I have I will not let people give me bad and childish comment, thats the reason I have to approve the comments you guys posts, sorry o.O

Sorry for the really bad quality!
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Always Together [The Horse Whisperer] WaldenPR - 944 views - 6 months ago
This is a "basic edit work" with clips from the movie; The Horse Whisperer

"Even when they are dead, she and her horse stays together"
Melody: Yiruma - River Flows in You

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Better as a Memory [Twincest] WaldenPR - 1,264 views - 6 months ago
- This is a fanfic Tiwincest [Tom/Bill Kaulitz]
- This is a kind of different video I think, because the song is a country song^^
- Stupid comments will be deleted (like; omg your not a fan. This is sick, and so on)

SONG: Kenny Chesney - Better as a Memory

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Never There [TORG] WaldenPR - 556 views - 6 months ago
My first TORG video (Tom/Georg - slash)
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Fucking Reminder [Twincest] WaldenPR - 458 views - 6 months ago
[Please read]
This video is really special for me, it kind of feels like my "breakthrough".
The story is hard to explain. Tom is just sick of everything, sick of not having Bill, and sick of constantly want his body. It's eating his mind.

The song was one of those that just keep repeating itself, so in the end I just had to cut it a little. I tried to do it in the best way, but I think you still can hear the cut - sorry, but it just have to be that way.

I hope you like this video ^^

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About Me: Hello my name is Kaisa Waldenstrom, and funny enough that means; Clean Forest Stream. I'm 18 years old and I will say that I am a girl with some life experience.
I have to have system in my life to get trough my days.
I'm constantly working with myself to stay positive, and trying to enjoy my days. Small things are really important to me at the moment. I have to keep those normally things close to me, like; sleeping as much as I need, hang out with friends, not use to much time on the computer and so on.
All because I'm fighting to get on my own strong feet again.

Feel free to talk to me, I will answer you no matter what you're writing. I love to make new friends. I love to take care of all my girls here on the internet. If you hurt them I will kick your ass
Hometown:
Nome
Country:
Norway
Hobbies:
- Web/graphic design and Edit/make videos and pictures - Program I use: Photoshop (pictures/web/graphic), Sony Vegas (Videos) and sometimes InDesign to graphic design. In my spare time I hang out with friends, party, spent time with my family and generally takes care of people who stands me close. I'm also trying to take care of my body, so I work out sometimes and jogs!
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Channel Comments (9)
BILLENIA17 (24 minutes ago)
yeh ^_^
now i'm saving it to see if everything's ok and then render it :D
i mean now i'm rendering it but just like a preview..omg i wish it has no mistakes or things i won't gonna like because i can't make it again T_T let's pray together *prays*
XD
BILLENIA17 (52 minutes ago)
it sounds good hun :) can't wait to see it :) my video is about twins ^_^ but it's not twc :P
BILLENIA17 (1 hour ago)
hmm you know sth?sometimes I feel I wanna make a video and i'm like "ugh i have to choose a song..but which song should i use?" nah,that's not working!guarantee!if I hear a song [not necessarily new] i say "oh it'd be great if i made a vid with it" and ja :D hmm but what do you want to make?a happy?a sad video?what?:D and maybe i'll have an idea to tell you ^_^
BILLENIA17 (2 hours ago)
wow O.o
i'm nothing then in front of you xD i use it not so muuuch time xD hehe
now i'm trying to finish my new video x)
BILLENIA17 (2 hours ago)
ohhh look who's talking ^^ you're better video maker than me ^^
really? x) my name's actually irene or irini in greek but my friends call me rena x)
wanted to thank you for your great words <3 they all really mean a lot to me <3 i aways read every comment and i pay attention to it.and omg u subbed me? O.o man,that's a honour *____* thank you so so much!don't know what to say D:
hmm..i've been making videos for 1,5 year but with sony vegas almost 2 months x) you?
TwistedMindMH (13 hours ago)
ugh. i dont like it honey. i like the old one. this is more complicated. xDD
VelvetwordsBk (1 day ago)
Hellooo (:
i just came by to say that i really love your video's and all the emotions in it. ;o
TwistedMindMH (3 days ago)
fully alive ;) hahaha i have a class in an hour, so i gotta go take a shower xD
sorry for leaving so soon ;( hope you understand hun ^^

*hugs for my dearest Kaisa*
TwistedMindMH (3 days ago)
honey! :D your icon is the colored version of my icon! :D how pretty ;)