Hoping, wishing, waiting. Also please excuse any typos. It took 4 hours to render this and I don't wanna wait through that again.
I wrote this song mainly as a vent. Some people have noticed I took down all my original songs other than Slender. I guess I can say that..I really didn't feel proud of them. I mean I did at the time, but then I began comparing them to the work of other people. If other producers uploads a song..everyone remembers it. Everyone loves it. Everyone covers it, sings it, makes videos for it. When I make a song, within a week, no, a few days, it's so easily forgotten or not even listened to at all. I've felt no matter how much work I put into something, it ends up for nothing. Look at me..12,000 subscribers. Of course I appreciate every single one. As a matter of fact, it's like a dream for me to have even made it this far.. But to be honest, it'd really nice to be recognized for my own music, not just a silly cover. I'm sure we've all felt the desire to be someone else. The jealousy of someone else's talent. Maybe I don't even have a right to say this considering I've had people tell me that they're jealous of me. Regardless, I can't express how low I feel. I honestly apologize to those who probably work a lot harder than I do and yet go unrecognized. Even if I feel this way, I know I won't give up on my dream. I'm just hoping that one day, I'll be known as Apple-P the producer and not VocaApple the cover artist. I'll keep trying until I get it right..And I hope you'll all stay with me and bare with me until then. Thank you very much to all those who have stuck by me until now. Thank you to those who watch my videos and listen to my covers. And thank you to those who look up to me. You guys are definitely one of the biggest factors to why I keep doing what I'm doing. I really appreciate all of your support. ^ ^
Music, Lyrics, Mixing, Illustration, and video by me.
Special thanks to my good friend, GHPZ for mastering the track. I really appreciate it!http://www.youtube.com/user...
MP3 for anyone who may want it: http://goo.gl/hi2oHE
(BPM is 135)