Siamese Cat Attack!!

You can follow my blog at http://trapgirlfriend.com/trap/author/vannasiamese/

**** Note *****
- If you are from my hometown, and have comments, questions, concerns or just need an open minded person to talk to... please feel free to message or call me. I promise, no matter what it is you have to say, you will not offend me.

*Answers to commonly asked questions*

- I am attracted to women
- No, my real last name is not Siamese =P
- I had my FFS surgery done by Dr. Mayer, http://www.bevhills.com/tg/ is his website information.

-What is corset training? Corset training is the use of custom tailored corsets to train your waist to smaller proportions. Generally, the corset is worn between 8-23 hours a day. Since I have been corset training, I have lost over an inch off my waist, developed near perfect posture, improved my sleep and alleviated the majority of my back pain. I am very pleased with the results =) All my corsets are custom made by http://enchantedcorsets.com/ she is a very skilled corset maker, and also does out of town orders.

- Why don't you just take testosterone so you'll feel like more of a man? Answer: I tried that, along with every other possibility to make me desire to be a man. My experience with taking testosterone can easily be described as the single most depressing period of my life.

- Why did you choose this lifestyle? Answer: Trust me, I didn't choose this... and this is not a lifestyle.. it's a life. As nobody in their right mind would choose to be obsessed with being the opposite gender. I wish I wasn't this way, and have craved for a normal sense of gender identify since I was 4 years old... but I've come to terms with it. Truth is, I cannot set a time for when I first started feeling this way. I have ALWAYS felt this way. However, my first thoughts that put this into perspective occurred when I was 4 years old. This is the life I was given.

That is all =P (for now)

Brief Story:

I have felt out of place and extreme unhappiness with my gender since I was 4 years old. It's something that has caused me much discomfort in my life, and has continuously gotten worse each year.

Basically, I moved across the country to begin transitioning at the end of 2008. This move was a plan I conjured up for nearly 10 years before moving. Of course, I was hoping that I would one day feel normal, and that it wouldn't actually come down to me moving... but that never happened. I have been living full time as a girl since March 2009. I have a job, lots of friends, and a great deal of support. Honestly, nobody here cares, and many people do not know that I was actually born a boy. I decided in my case that it would be for the best if I first experienced life as a girl for a significant period of time. I can easily say that this time spent as a girl has been the most normal, comfortable and happiest period of my life. So, I decided to go through a therapist and doctor to get on Hormone Replacement Therapy. The overall purpose of this channel is to provide people with the visual results that I have experienced with hormone replacement therapy. The conclusions are for you to derive on your own, which is why I don't speak in my videos. Just a reminder, I am prescribed hormones by a doctor, and would recommend going that route to anyone (as opposed to obtaining them over the internet) who is looking to start HRT.

Oh, and new guitar videos to come when I get my classical guitar from home. The green guitar I'm using was free, and has terrible sound quality and playability =P

My videos "Silly Girl Faces", "Siamese Love Song", and "Existential Feline" are pre-hormone videos. Everything else beyond that is after I began taking hormones.

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