oh yeah sorry for putting that all over u. ^^ i'm outta the hole now, been doing well. cant say i havent ran into a issue of that situation in november but it doesnt and will never change my final decision about it all. I'm just focused on anime lately :D
maybe a little to much considering how i'm failing a few classes D:<

Just suddenly felt like popping in. :D

You liar, lol. You're profile says you've only watched about seven movies. How many movies have I forced you to watch?! Like, the whole Disney Classic Collection!

yeah but now none of em are. i told chris to get lost, dominic hates me, and not to sure bout drake but he dun talk to me anymore so im like whatever. chance i'ma have a prego scare idk. to early to tell. keep messing up, this time is worse, but i believe im just ovulating. idk. im actually not feeling to well. breast hurt like hell and my tummy is so heated up feels like ima be sick. does that sound normal? sure doesnt to me. but i talked to my friend that im trusting enough to tell everything to i told her i still believe im just ovulating, the symptoms are to similar and still to soon to test. my next period is due the 28-29. if im late in feb i'll take a test i guess but ONLY if breast are still sore and if i am or nearly throwing up. sound like good plan? (:

heey(:
how are u?

yea tho the dramas ended now. w/ drake i ended the friendship he was like "keep talkin/hangin w/ chris i'll lose all respect 4 u" 2 me chris never used me. chris is chris & will always be, wouldnt change a thing about him even the bad things (cheater, user, druggy) he's pretty amusing & i think the most amusing thing he ever did was lie bout his age! XD u see im 16. he claimed he was 18 when i met him. after everything when it came to a prego scare i got him to admit his real age even though i've already figured it out. ;D hes 14! ew, but wow. xD he DOESNT look 14 nor 18 either! he has gf hes been w/ for a yr. i was just with him 2 months ago. i knew about her, didnt care~for the most part. shes so stupid, hes not loyal to her one bit. me&him still hook up time to time. like "friend with benifit" thing. but i leave him alone, never invade anything. just when he txts me to come over, yeah i'll go over. me n him are more like just 2 ppl that talk/hang once a month. :3 im still innocent(:

I know right?! and hes just like "i got rid of her! ahh life is sweet" its so fucked up it went from him saying "it hasnt been a month yet but i believe i can really say 'i love you' and really mean it" to me saying "just do whatever you want im not liking the whole idea of being put behind two backstabbers (my BEST friends!) and having shit talked behind my back and then expected to be the best gf ever." to him saying "u are the worst gf ive ever had in my entire life no wounder chris used you and no wounder people hate you because ur full of bullshit!" i laughed an just pointed out 'chris had using me planned out since the start, he didnt even KNOW me! and it was almost a two-way thing so think ur words actually hurt?' chris is that "best friend" guy.

i didn't move. but a bunch of crap has happened. best hint i can give is my most recent ex is going around saying i ran off with his best friend and got pregnant. i am NOT pregnant! but his best friend did steal me at a point in time ;D
Highschool FULL of drama by the center of the year. like for everyone, every year! last year it made me very down...this year is making me become a temporary which! O_O i mean i'm sure a bitchhhh. all cause of 2 guys. my most recent ex and his best friend. i hate there guts!

It'll be fine. I litterally have inches of stacks of late work to make up. i was told if i start doin realllyyy well in my history i'll be just fine. i doubt it. i dun understand or care to actually understand it at all, either it goes in my head or not. o.o
month recovery today, still going on. little insane.. i mean, once again my phone was takin away from me! T_T apparently from skippin' and my mouth. xD yeahh i fell into a badddd hole. i just recently got myself outta it. and tomorrow is the 100% start of a new beginning. (:
new friends, hang out places, actually try an stay on top of my work. them 2 bast***s get in my way i hope they know im not scared to open my mouth. i'm sure my neighbor is pretty down about losing me as a friend too. her fault she couldnt control her jealousy.
High school...i swear =.=' but i still love it to death (:

learning for my 2nd maths exam next week and learning how to play on a piano LOL 8D
so much to do! ._.
and sorry for my late reply!

well for of right now, im getting no credit for 3 classes from missing to many days and have another class i aint gonna pass cause im failing. only failing 4 classes though really 3 cause once i get my missed proformance made up i'll have like a A again in choir.