I just need one last breath.

I have a secret.
A secret deep inside.
I put this secret in my heart.
Forever it will hide.

I've told you it before,
but you didn't believe me.
I'll say it again, once more.
You'd be surprised how hard this can be.

Now once again, I do my best.
To fill in the pieces, and remember the rest.
My life is like a puzzle.
Just an unorganized, pathetic mess.

No matter how unclean my mind is,
Something else will be clear.
My heart is like a mirror,
Reflecting all the rest.

So now load the gun,
I'll say pull the trigger.
Now you've had your fun.
This blood pool seems to get bigger.

Now I'm losing blood, I'm losing my mind.
You've brought me bandages, why, how kind.

Let me end it, slow and smooth,
I guess it's okay, I've got nothing left to lose.

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