My heart is not a toy....

I'm crazy, wild, and very immature at times. I stay awake talking to people I don't know on the internet. I don't follow rules and I don't pay attention to boundries. I may even be a little insecure, but atleast I know who I am and I don't regret being me.

Sometimes I may I cover my imperfections with makeup, I may wear padded bras, and shirts that show way too much skin, sometimes I want to kill myself, other times I'm fine with who I am, all I need is little help and I can make it through the day.

You can lie to yourself, you can lie to the world. You can lie to the one you call your girl. You can humble yourself to the hearts that you stole. Wondering who's gonna love you when you grow old? With a fistful of courage and a heart full of rage, I realized I'd locked myself in a cage. I'll be the one standing there with the watery eyes, I'll be the fool in the mirror asking you why.

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