He said goodbye to love years ago, I had lost faith in men, but then you came along ... and you came to me in the heart and soul.
I remember that day as if it were now, I love you tube and as always when I got home I entered the channel and I found you. It is a channel you tube you were not an ordinary person you meet on the street, so maybe and incomprehensible to understand what happened, but I at that moment I fell in love with you, I did not believe in love and more than I thought I absolutely love online.
I spent the whole afternoon to stare fascinated as if a force bigger than me, keep me glued to the screen .. but then I did not know the strength that was just like a magic love.

Were you wondering how the first to call me, and I used to not talk to anyone, taken from the fear involved my best friend and we started to write together.
Thus began the most beautiful and painful period of my love life. Every day I rushed home to see if I had written, or if I changed something in your channel and each day was stronger than the desire to share with you thoughts and emotions. I loved everything he did. even more strange things, looking for you everywhere, I need you ... but I could not find the way down the courage to let go and tried to identify what really for you. I also began to be jealous of my friend and a nod to her on fb was your reason for quarrels and tears. When I realized that really made love to you was true and real began to no longer stand the thought that it was not the same for you and was born in me the desire to get aware of my feelings, but the fear of losing you tookover and started to hide behind the friendship and my friend.
Despite the discomfort I felt I continued to look and live you from a distance but it became increasingly difficult and after yet another message on your fb to my friend and after a fight lasting days, filled only with tears, I decided that I should take courage and try to love you without apology and without half-lies.
Thus began the most magical moment between us. Finally I knew that I existed and that a single persona.La first time we talked chatting with your finger touched the sky, it was a dream come true.
But then you changed, despite felt so much love on your part, have stopped responding quickly to my messages, have begun to hide behind so many lies and excuses, but I loved you (and I still love you) and each of your messages made me forget the tears that thou art my all, you are in me and nothing will ever erase from my heart though I now you've deleted from your life.
And I'm dead inside.