About this user
Featured Song: Misa Theme B (Death Note)
I feel this song represents both ourselves and the future. It symbolizes our friendships and lives as we progress into the unknown.
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Featured poem or thought 7/30:
Over the years, I have learned a lot about myself as well as others. We are all very different, and have undergone significant changes because of each others' presence. I have said this many times by now in my poetry and common conversation. Now it is time to speak with greater clarity.
I find myself at a loss for words as time has unexpectedly beaten us to the finish line. There is no conceivable way I can just accept what will transpire in the coming months. I suppose I am ready for the future equally as much as all of you. However, at the same time, I feel it is necessary to be here for just awhile longer. But I guess it does not matter where any of us stand on this topic, for eventually the future will sweep us away into an unknown universe. Still, I find this all to be a very daunting and overwhelming experience.
We have gradually drifted apart, but now I understand why. It really is for the best, seeing as how this space between us will alleviate a minor amount of sadness at the time of our departures. Still though, saying goodbye will prove to be nearly impossible. Again, I, being a mildly-experienced writer, have trouble finding the proper words to express both my gratefulness and despair over these pressing issues. I do not want to push the sentimentality; primarily because you guys already know my thoughts/feelings about all of you. You guys are my shining stars in the darkness of life, and without you, I would be lost in a state of wandering; never to find any faithful beacons on my aimless journey. You have lowered yourselves into a well of my dying despair, released my glistening soul, and allowed it to touch the heavens themselves. Now look what Ive done so much for saving the sentimentality, right?
If anyone is to even read any of this, I would greatly appreciate it. I sincerely apologize for the length; however, this is the minimum I could write for such an existential event. I really wish I could express my feelings to a greater extent, but I guess I must conclude this wall of text.
I will not delve into the specifics: the people, events, and crises that positively impacted my life in a way I deemed unimaginable. However, with my fullest integrity, I can say everything is going to be ok. Whatever the future holds for each of us, we can walk forward with great confidence. Just remember, whenever you feel alone, isolated, or trapped, just remember your friends. Though they may not physically be there, I can promise you that they will forever remain in your heart and mind. And if that doesn't help you, just remember this:
You have helped a kid through life. At some time or another, you have saved him from despair, depression, anger, regret, anguish, denial, and even at one point, suicide.
Never forget any experiences we had, and I promise you, I won't either. Now for the sake of everything we hold close to our hearts, go out there and live your lives.
~Wolf
Memores Acti Prudentes Futuri
[Exeunt Omnes]
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I am lost in a seemingly inescapable dreamworld, yet I persevere in my struggles and decisions. Though life and fantasy typically gaze at each other through the translucent barriers of my mind, they have become intertwined and reality is indecipherable from dreams. Dreams, nightmares: its all the same. But from this perspective of intermingling sensations I can discover many new and undeniable truths. In a dreamworld, one feels no limits of consciousness, yet he can feel inevitably trapped at the same time. I wish not to be saved. I am not sleeping, yet I am ever living in the waking of dreams. This is how I became The Sleepless Dreamer.
And, as you've seen above, I love writing poetry. Any friends feel free to request something; it does not need to be posted publicly.
^_-Feel free to ask me anything!-_^
A brief summary: This is my relatively new and discreet profile. As mentioned somewhere later in the profile, my gt is I3lack Wolf. If I know you on Youtube or XBL, feel free to send me a friend request/invitation. PCE!
*I guess I have stopped removing channel comments.*
As I wrote earlier, my gt is I3lack Wolf... I accept most friend requests! But at least send me a message regarding your identity. Thanks! ^_-
