And then,you thought only heart can bleed.It sadness you so......soul is down.Dragging through dirt,leaveing bloody trail.Toping tears that had been freezing for so many unanswered says.....Empty ribs your chest tightens,breaking them whole-in so many little pieces,hurting you more....kneeling........"Do you think of me?"Death in the night brightens your face.Struggle to hear.You whisper:"I search for you,please hear my cry.."This is my last walk....and now i walk alone.Walking without a trace just for a little while....and my destiny is a certain one.....just as a destiny of wild rose trying to dance on the spooky wind breaking your body....
__☠Sick Of cгyiη
тiгεd Of тгyiη
Yεαн, iм sмiliη
вυт iηsidε iм dyiη☠__
♥[*√] abused
♥[*√] hated
♥[*√] heart broken
♥[*√] as though you're nothing
♥[*√] not needed
♥[*√] used
♥[*√] disappointed in yourself or others
♥[*√] as though no one cares for you
so why bother?..............
Why won't this sadness go away.....
I've always tried to smile but can't....
in the end i'd put a fake smile on.....
just to make those around me happy....
I rather let them be happy.....then myself...
" I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not."

I'm holding on to a dream....that won't come true. Worthless, Loser, Retarded, Disappointment, Jealous, Burden, In the way, Bitch, Good-for-nothing, Selfish, Thoughtless, Pathetic, Lost, Stupid, Careless, Annoying....and i'm Sorry. Bleeding is Breathing. Love is the slowest form of suicide. I hurt myself so you can't. Yeah I knew I could fix it....on my own. You hurt me so much when all I ever did is love you♥. So cut my wrists and black my eyes. It's not easy being different. I'm not scared now. I want to be remember as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, And the one who could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own. Forget the pain. No body said it was easy, No one ever said it would be this hard. I am worthless I hate myself I hate my life there is no reason to live. Heart broken. So here's to romance and not knowing why is hurts like hell. I've broken both of my legs falling for you. If i we're to die tomorrow would you even care? If he only knew. Dear heart i met a boy today prepare to shatter. Help me my heart is broken i'm going to die I still love you. Love me for who I am♥. I'm gonna draw a picture a picture with a twisht I'll draw it with a razor blade, I'll draw it on my wrist☠. Thanks for making me notice that I mean nothing to you! I'm sorry I loved you. Don't bother I'll be fine, Promise you will never see me cry. Just let me cry. I just want you to love me back. I focus on the pain...the only thing that's Real! So alone it hurts.
The stress you cause is enough to kill me.

Her name was Auroura
She was only five
This is what happened
When she was alive

Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking? "

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless piece of s!"

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
Then quickly barged in
Everything quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the little girl
Lying dead on the floor