About this user
Taking it a step at a time. Being gracious for each day I'm given. I'm just a decent honest fella trying to make my way through life, in this conglomerate mess of a world. Where manipulation and dishonesty are rewarded and the good and decent are left in the dark to suffer. The creators of these so called economic paradigms have created such a paradox they don't even trust each other and yet we're supposed to believe the system works. The reality is, the good guys will always get the shit end of the stick in any deal. An eye for and eye doesn't work because that just makes the whole world blind. Nothing in life can prepare you for the humility of losing, or how to deal with disappointment, a feeling some irrationally fear the most. Why else do you suppose our world is ran by an artificial value that has no remorse and yet we still pay the price. Twas man that created the beast that has caused us to hit this *Wall* on this dead end *Street.* Those that have already "made the deal with the devil" have made their bed and they get to live with it, while we live in their end result. Don't worry, gotta pay your debt sometime. Then again, the trick could be on all of us, since it is our own damn fault where we're at. We as humans praise how great education is but a Brick & Mortar education is only as good as the people that's produced from these so called "Ivy League Schools." Brick & Mortar hasn't been teaching anything different than the same things that got us into the mess we're in today and then we sit back and ask ourselves why are we in the mess we're in and we seem to rule out everything else except for the obvious. After all to be human, is to be flawed. We as humans conjured up and bought into a system, an insanity if you will, and lived our lives as a collective, based on an artificial value system that was really nothing more than a state of mind. Our greatest flaw and The greatest trickster of all. The Native Americans were right, we are crazy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvTe1-a6Pdo
The Universe has a lot of patience.
At times it feels like we as humans created our own Dante's Inferno and we're just living in one of the levels of the Divine Comedy. However, Love is a prevailing factor, a very powerful force that we all desire at some point in our life. My greatest strength and my worst weakness. My greatest sanity and my worst nightmare. Despite all the pain I've been through, varying from minor to excruciating. I couldn't imagine living in a Universe where love didn't exist. When it's just "I" and it all becomes about the "self" and experiences are no longer mutually shared. Then that becomes a very lonely isolated place. Who knows, maybe some wish to be in that dark place, where there is no one but you and its all about "self." Love doesn't exist, there's no opposition and there's no one left but you and your eternal absolute perfection. Where do you go from there? That would be my worst nightmare of all.
Even though I've been lost in the valley of darkness, I fear no harm. Learn from the bad and make it into good, that's why history is always having to repeat itself because it's never quite understood.
The clock of life is wound but once,
And no man has the power,
To tell just when the hands will stop,
At late or early hour,
Now is the only time you own,
Live, Love, toil with a will,
Place no faith in tomorrow for,
The clock may then be still
EVIL - EVOL (Flip it around) LIVE - LOVE
http://www.myspace.com/recoil_mode
Age
22
Hometown
New Orleans
Country
United States