Behind My Smile Is A Hurting Heart. Behind My Laugh I'm Falling Apart. Look Closely At Me And You Will See The Girl I Am. . . Isn't Who I Used To Be. I'm The Girl Who Hides Her Pain With The Smile That Brightens Everyone Else's Day. I Miss You. I Can't Stand This. I Want Me And You To Be Together But There's Nothing I Can Do. Your Gone Forever And That Wont Change. Not Seeing You Every Sunday Afternoon Seems So Strange. Your At Peace And Even Though We Are Apart, Just Know This Papa, I'll Always Be Your Sweetheart. rest.inpeace. 3.13.10 I love you.