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[S]pike - Let it Rock
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I Want Candy dead!
Singin' Oah
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Name:
Your Savior.
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Joined:
Apr 13, 2009
Latest Activity:
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I'm God. Beyond your wildest imaginations, don't try to think about it, you'll just hurt your human brain ~!
About Me:
 
If the feelings of coldness and desolation are the realities that I have come to grasp, then what is this new feeling? Why now? What have I done differently that has brought about this..? Death perhaps? No, for the kiss of death only produces chills from a still beat heart. Then what? Warmth, a sense of wholeness... What does this emerge from? The past that has been bestowed upon me has no been a past of warmth and comfort, so it can not be reminiscence... But the future has not been told, so I am not able to process forthcomings... so this must be a reaction of the present. The sun? Has it been hours since the moon drifted onward? No... it couldn't have been ne? So... have I been granted my position amongst the God's themselves? No, of course not, for if I were to bask in such a glory, I would have to see an end to a somewhat grueling past, and that, I have yet to see. Damn this.

FInd me at:
http://doochum.chatango.com...
Hometown:
Vegeta-Land!
Country:
Russia
Occupation:
I'm fucking Cruella DeVil of reality motherfucker.
Companies:
Your prostate.
Interests:
Food, Sleeping, Dancing, Baseball, Reading, Drawing, Anime/Manga/Comics, AC, Piano, Music, History, You!
Movies:
DRAGON BALL Z & NIP/TUCK! ▫ WWE ▫ Shugo chara ▫ Fushigi Boshi No Futago Hime Gyu! ▫ Kamichama Karin ▫ Kirarin revolution ▫ Fullmetal panic ▫ Cardcaptor sakura ▫ Code geass ▫ Suzuka ▫ karin ▫ Shakugan no Shana ▫ Ranma 1/2 ▫ Koisuru Boukan ▫ Kimi Ni Todoko ▫ Love Hina ▫ Naruto ▫ Death note ▫ One Piece ▫ Pokemon ▫ Digimon ▫ Ultra Maniac ▫ Kuroshitsuji ▫ -- Angel, Buffy, That 70's Show, DollHouse, Blackadder, Smallvile, Saturday Night Live, Dexter, The Tudors, X-Files, Dawson's Creek, Reba, Xena, Merlin, Charmed, Beverly Hills 90210, Frasier, Alias, One Tree Hill, Clone High, Secret Diary of a Call Girl, Malcolm in the Middle.
Music:
The Guess Who, Living colours, The Beatles, Jim Morrison, John Lennon, Eminem, Lost Prophets, Mariana Trench, WWE Entrance themes, Fozzy, Becca, LMNT, Barry Manilow, Aerosmith, James Marsters, Sum 41, All time low, The Offspring, Paramore, Panic at the disco, Fall out boy, Ozzy Ozbourne, My chemical romance, green day, blink 182, 30 seconds to mars, hoobastank, all american rejects, white lies, Adam lambert, AFI, T.a.T.u, Arctic monkeys, The calling, Coldplay, Smash mouth, counting crows, Creed, daft punk, Elliot minor, Take that, Finger eleven, Ghostland Observatory, Good charlotte, Goo Goo dolls, Kasabian, The Killers, Kings of leon, the script, Limp bizkit, Linkin park, Madina lake, Muse, Oasis, Nickelback, Papa roach, Plain White T's, Puddle of Mudd, The red jumpsuit apparatus, Shiny toy guns, Taking back sunday, Staind, three days grace, trading yesterday, three doors down, Theory of a deadman, Wheatus, Guns n roses, Ludo, V-Factory, Jupitar RIsing, The Click five, Family force 5, Daniel Merriweather, Dio (R.I.P), 30H!3, Bowling for soup, Jeffree FOOKING Star :D
Books:
Assassin creed chapters, Inkheart, Alice in wonderland, Bro Code. The Railway Children, Mysterious Youth. Rant, Cirque Du Freak, Diary of a serial killer, Anne frank, Manga's.
Channel Comments
SpikeFancier (3 days ago)
When you lose everything and end up with nothing, how do you pick yourself up and move on? Do you lash out in anger and bitterness, hiding your wounds? Do you allow the emptiness inside you to shut out any emotional reaction, numbly accepting your fate? Do you desperately search everywhere for what remains of you, hoping to piece yourself back together? Or do you fear losing again so much that you spend all your time protecting what you already have, nearly crushing it in your tight grasp?
SpikeFancier (2 weeks ago)
"You can't go hatin' others who have done wrong to you,
Sometimes we get angry but we must not condemn.
Let the good Lord do his job, you just pray for them."

I pray your brakes go out runnin' down a hill. I pray a flower pot falls from a window sill, and knocks you in the head like I'd like to. I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls. I pray you're flyin' high when your engine stalls. I pray all your dreams never come true. Just know wherever you are, honey, I pray for you.
SpikeFancier (2 weeks ago)
I believe that you never really grow up. You just learn so many things over time, and there are so many more things that you don't learn, which will always make you feel uncertain and helpless. You mature with every single second, every new experience. Of course there are some experiences that make you mature a lot faster than others.
SpikeFancier (3 weeks ago)
Even in this dreamless state, there is something that pulls me from my current emotions. Whether I am happy or not, it seems I am given no expression of inner emotion. I am left in the dark, clips pass by, things that I close out of my blurred illusion. Family members hung from red strings with faces that disapprove none the less. His face passing by like the movies in the train tunnel. Just flipping by frame by frame, but I close over a door, blocking him out for once.

The only new thing that shocks me, are the doors. I am surrounded by doors. Normal, wooden doors, with crystal knobs. But as I look closer, there are some that have stains on them. Tainted glass reflects fading auburn. There's only one door left now. Just one that seems to have a glow emitting from underneath, and I reach for it, but draw my hand back. I don't think I'm ready to see the other side. Not yet.
SpikeFancier (1 month ago)
Fate's friend is Curiosity.

Curiosity allows us to try new things. Curiosity can bring us to our death, it can bring us to a new life, it can carry us to love and it can break our hearts. But we all need Curiosity now and again, for if Curiosity had not killed the cat, Fate would have stepped in to claim its life one way or another, pretty or ugly as it may be. Without Fate, where would we go? A soul that has passed the gates of death can never return to the world of the living who still have a destiny to see through. The dead no longer have a Fate and do not belong on Earth.
SpikeFancier (1 month ago)
Everyone wants to be loved, but to be loved means revealing one's self to another, and no one wants that. Especially when they are a monster. But most people are able to attach themselves to more than one person. Few people are as twisted as us monsters. You're the only person I can't scare away with my personality, and I'm probably the only person alive that you can't kill. We've spent so much of our lives trying to kill each other, but it looks like the only one either of us is able to get close to is the other,

And as profound as this explanation was, you know you'll only leave me as soon as you realize what sort of monster I really am. Though I don't hold the opinion myself, I am what most people -- including you -- consider a terrible person.
SpikeFancier (1 month ago)
There is no such thing as fate. Crying, anger, an unopposable power of irrationlity. However the most pleasent feeling is the law of "passion". Without passion man is a mere latent force and possibility, like the flint which awaits the shock of the iron before it can give forth it's spark.
Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.
SpikeFancier (1 month ago)
I guess I can think of it like this. I want to believe in something other than truth. So first, what is truth? A sin, a pleasure, something that breaks your heart, something that consoles you, hell, it's just as subjective isn't it? So why do I want to believe in something other than truth... Truth has only brought me closer to the suckish reality that I burn from my memories every day. In this truth, I perceive emotion, humanity, facts... So in this fiction that isn't truth, what is there to believe? Fate, destiny? If either of those things were worth believing in, then there would be nothing to escape to any more.
SpikeFancier (1 month ago)
With every minute that passes, the mood seems to escalate. I feel numb. The rush of emotion that I have spewn out of every poor, just drains me. This is what makes me human, but its what makes me wish that it weren't so. Suicide doesn't even make a stop in this one-track mind. Why? Well what's the point? Another battle I coward myself out of and then just to go no where. To go back to the 4 square walls that condemned me to my own hell. Maybe you can say I'm selfish, that I thrive off of life, but I know that there is really no point in trying to waste my time to end this battle without achieving one common goal at the end: To believe in something other than truth.
SpikeFancier (1 month ago)
Why is it that I always fall into these things? A never ending paradox that only allows me to reminisce. My consciousness is taken from me and replaced by this. But what is there to think about ne? Shattered glass. That could be anything. Maybe it means I'm finally falling apart. And these dreams, these dreams are always shifting. Resulting in the same plot, but always a twist at the end. Choice of words to throw me off? Graphic images to bask me in. All from a past that I never want to see again, yet I'm thrust into it as if it were my future. Heh, what a rude awakening indeed.
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