****Part 4****
We started talking again and got together by about early november : 3 It just felt so right, we get on so well : 3 ^^
I should do the same! I focus too much on the past Haha ^^
Haha, I thought the squirell was rather cute xD
I like your new backround by the way, stars are so gorgeous, I could watch them forever ^^ Correct me if I am wrong, but is your BG one of those star watch stations, like the Hubble telescope or something? ^^
Of course it is alright! If I ever see you on msn I'll say hi ^^
And I was wondering... do you prefer to spend more of your time with people or alone? It might seem like a strange question, but I'm interested ^^
*Hugs for you* Have a lovely week, don't work too much! : )

***Part 3***
Haha, I love short hair, it is so cute ^^ My hair is quite long now, It comes down to the small of my back, I love having so much hair, I can hide behind it : 3 My hair frizzes up a lot when I try to brush it though, I straighten it, and it is naturally really very curly : P
I feel the same, hot weather is so unpleasant! I am looking forward to summer though, I must admit, even as a winter-lover : ) Next winter if you still gave no snow I shall send you some in the post! You cannot have a winter without snow ^^ It always snows here at around febuary, never christmas : P
Thats such a nice way of looking at it ^^ I feel that way about my sister : D
Ahh, You sound like such a cute couple! I'm happy for you ^^ How often do you see your boyfriend?^^
Well, I've known him for about 2 yearsish now, he asked me out after about one year, but we broke up after a month, then I saw in in town in october, and I realised just how much I liked him xD

**Part 2**
I shall take that advice from Christina! : P
Hmm, I have tried talking to my dad about it, he does understand, but he is too bold, I don't think that he would change with such ease : /
Oh, I was very underweight... To put it in bold I was neglected by my 'friends' and became anorexic... But I'm better now, I have new friends and have people who I know genuinley care about me : ) I'm not ashamed of it, I look back on it whenever I feel weak and think ' If you could survive that, you can survive this' : )
You are such an admiral person, honestly, I look up to you, I wish I could feel like you do : ) I saw this video the other day, have you heard of this guy who was born without any limbs? Well, he was doing a speech to a group of people, I think school teenagers, but he was saying about how every girl was beautiful exactly the way she was, and It nearly made me cry, because I wish I could hold such a perception of myself! One day. : )

Hey Carmen ^^ How are you? I hope you are well : ) I'm sorry for replying so atriciously late, I've been laden down with coursework and such things, I haven't had too much time to get onto youtube : /
Someone is a busy bug on dA : 3 Is that deviant art? :3
I completely understand about not knowing what to do after high school, I have been trying to sort out placements for sixth form, Its stressful : / But it should all work out okay in the end : ) Don't worry, you are going to get somewhere for sure, you are so intelligent, I can tell ^^
You and your boyfriend have such a sweet relationship : ) How is it between you both these days? All that has been cleared up now between my boyfriend and I, I'm much happier for it ^^
Haha, Thats so cute ' Sharing cute acts' : D I do that to my boyfriend too : 3 He ends up pinching my cheeks and I lick his nose xD How long have you and your boyfriend been together? : 3

hello my dear lovely friend, i am sorry if i didn't reply your emails.. or if i did then.. sorry i didn't continue to write you anything, i've been busy lately and now that my boyfriend Nathan has been visiting me in Bangkok, Thailand everyday that i don't have class i always take him around Bangkok and some other cities because he'll be leaving this soon :( (sad)

how about you? how's everything going? <3 you can mail me, we can talk on and on forever cause i don't really come online here much anymore.
love you!

one more question: why do you spend so much time alone? is it your personality or is it because you're restricted by your parents? I'm just curious.....I spend a lot of time alone for two reasons: 1.) my financial situation doesn't allow me to explore as much as I would like too 2.) I have settled down and calmed down a lot in the past few years, so I'm not as adventurous either. But I have my moments where I get out and do something different, but they are becoming less frequent as I get older.....
anyways, take care Carmencita!!
xoxo :)

I have talked all of this politics and economics and I haven't even asked how are you doing? how are your grandparents and the rest of your family? whats up with you and your boyfriend?
have you read any good books lately? seen any good movies? wrote any good poetry lately? and once again i haven't trolled your webpage but I guess I'll do it right now :D

okay....you said you have an MSN, if you don't mind i would like to add you there.....just send me a private message and I'll add you as well. Youtube doesn't recognize websites or emails in the comment section, its there way of preventing spam.

what do you think? do you think the U.S has been a bully in the world or are they any different than any other power in this world?
I'd like to know what Europeans think of Americans, I think some have a negative reaction but also positive....its like a love/hate relationship. there are things they like but also things they don't like.

I know Portugal is struggling but it doesn't mean that things will get worse or that things will stay like this forever....Its a struggle over here as well but I'm optimistic, I hope things and I think things will change for the better but its going to be a fight and we should always have a mindset that "things could be worse" but they aren't.

why I don't see it happening is....because of Obama...yes he is not perfect and he hasn't lived up to all of his promises but he's not militaristic either. if anything he is trying to pull us away from all of that conflict and send us into a more peaceful direction...or he would use more intelligence than military might to achieve his object.......I also think that there is a lot of apathy towards the government right now....people just aren't buying what the government tells us anymore. so hopefully people won't buy into the lies and ridiculous patriotism that goes on with a war started by us.