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hello again jockypay. i feel it. i have thought regularly about suicide, but try to stop these thoughts by telling myself, "i don't really want to do it, i don't want pain, i can't cut my wrists, i can't drink something like bleach. i rationalize my fears of commiting suicide. i take depakote...

hello incognitobrain i don't want to agree with you i know exactly how you must feel. ideas projects unfinished extreme depression lay left alone i see myself as a failure too. i try so hard to be normal (what's that) i hope you feel less depressed more often. i have dreams of being killed. k...

OW I ABSOLUTELY LOVE VAN HALEN "YOU REALLY GOT ME". I GRES UP IN THE 70'S. THE GREATEST TIME FOR R&R AND HEAVY MEDAL. I LIKE LED ZEPLIN, MOODY BLUES, BON JOVI, AND VAN HALEN TOPS MY CHART. KEEP LISTENING TO THIS OLDER-LISTENING MUSIC AND BE VERY COOL.

i've been lookin' for this site on boring bing. silly me didn't think to use utube. i'm new to the internet and it's harder than i thought. i'm 57 and these bands (boston, kiss, kansas, forenier, blue oyster cult, etc.) as you can tell, i still retain my 70's roots