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I am a christian and I do believe that being a gamer and christianity does mix.
JESUS IS LORD!
PUT YOUR FAITH IN JESUS CHRIST! HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH THAT HE DIED FOR YOUR SINS!
CONFESS WITH YOUR MOUTH!
Works based YouTube christians are simply funny. Just throwing it out there! Go work yourselves into heaven by all your silly works...
╬.Jesus.╬
║..Lord...║
.........☼
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8th of November 2011:
And now it's back to civilization and "luke-warmness". I can't handle being a complete true christian anymore, I might aswell shoot myself.
Life as a 99% true christian is just impossible in this day and age or maybe I've never really tried it. It's just that I can't stop living a life at the age of 28 anymore. I've got to move on!
Chances are that I'll burn in hell anyways depending on how strong you look at certain passages of the scriptures really. Almost no human being is going to make it depending how you intepret the scriptures. I can't take this self-hate anymore. There was good in me even when I was an atheist.
So yea, I'll still be a christian, just a luke-warm one in the eyes of some and really I can live with it much better than excluding myself from anything worth living for.
If it's hell I hope I'm ready for it, if it's heaven I'll be humbly happy knowing that I deserved hell just as 99% of society.
JESUS IS LORD!
PUT YOUR FAITH IN JESUS CHRIST! HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH THAT HE DIED FOR YOUR SINS!
CONFESS WITH YOUR MOUTH!
Works based YouTube christians are simply funny. Just throwing it out there! Go work yourselves into heaven by all your silly works...
╬.Jesus.╬
║..Lord...║
.........☼
№ to ∆
8th of November 2011:
And now it's back to civilization and "luke-warmness". I can't handle being a complete true christian anymore, I might aswell shoot myself.
Life as a 99% true christian is just impossible in this day and age or maybe I've never really tried it. It's just that I can't stop living a life at the age of 28 anymore. I've got to move on!
Chances are that I'll burn in hell anyways depending on how strong you look at certain passages of the scriptures really. Almost no human being is going to make it depending how you intepret the scriptures. I can't take this self-hate anymore. There was good in me even when I was an atheist.
So yea, I'll still be a christian, just a luke-warm one in the eyes of some and really I can live with it much better than excluding myself from anything worth living for.
If it's hell I hope I'm ready for it, if it's heaven I'll be humbly happy knowing that I deserved hell just as 99% of society.
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Jesus, God, the Holy Ghost, the world we all live in, Conspiracy
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They're "just" a company now by their own words. No morals, no real standards, just freaking money speaks (as usual, yawn).
On the homepage you'll atm see a big COOLFACE staring at you as if you'd be trolled to even play the game, oh and you are. This whole world is a single TROLLSHOW, R$ is no different.
All this world wants from you is your limited time, doesn't matter if it does it through sports, work, internet, games, women, men...
Anyways before I type another 5 posts I'll just STFU because not one person in this world even has the time to ACTUALLY listen!
Sorry for the rant. Hf with whatever you're wasting your time on.
Hope you remember me: dgangsterd, in-game called Sfenn now.
You will have to partake in the old world order to earn yourself the right to exist. You will almost be forced into this system from an early age and there really is almost no way out. The only true way out of it would be very radical and very life threatening because you'd be forced into the woods, onto the streets, idk.
Maybe that's the whole point tho. As a christian maybe I just came here (may be different for other christians) to eventually end up homeless and on the streets not so slowly dying away and telling people about Jesus. Or was the point to make a career and use that for Jesus? Who really does that? I know some do but yea. What do I even do for Jesus in the first place? What do we even do? Where is Bible believing christianity in this world, around us, or just the acceptance of it?
I mean the old order that is working now is a disgrace to a christian if he/she is honest about it.
The new order would be a chance for christianity but it wont be and we christians know it. At least true Bible believing christianity wont be the root of the new movement.
So as a christian you REALLY CAN'T be OF THIS WORLD but you're only in this world, paying it a visit ever guessing why it is the way it is and why you had to come here and tell people about a savior that they don't want to hear about!
It's just the conflict of knowing that it'll turn out worse... and it will.
Either way it has to. Indeed the old ORDER that we've been under (not that it was a christian order, tho it is sometimes portrayed as such) has to go and a new even more satanic and fallen order will take its place.
Then again why am I even thinking about this, I should be living a regular 0815 life that made the old world (american dream) world even possible in the first place.
Once I had a dream of an utopian world where everybody was on light (and strong drugs) and listened to goa and we all loved and embraced eachothers. Nowadays I believe this would be the hope of many but the downfall of everything. Not to say it's bad to have a dream but it's not going to work out in "our" favor. The next revolution will be the end?!
It has everything to do with me living in a broken society and having to be somebody that I don't want to be but I'm almost forced to it. It's either be somebody or be completely alone, I can't take any further years of exluding myself from the world that I live in but that I hate with a passion.
Living in this world, but not loving it at all. Still I've got a role to play, must play it.