Shakehouse Circus Communications

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August 05 2008

It is hard to do the right thing. That is what is fundamentally the hardest to do; however, it seems that I have always suceeded in doing the right thing though. The righteous are beset upon from all sides by evil. It is important to maintain one's faith and convictions in the face of such trials and tribulations. That which does not kill us makes us stronger and all that humbug, true as it is. You see, my main problem is that I love EVERYBODY. I can HATE their FLESH but i cannot hate that which is their souls, i have nothing but love for that, and i see it in everyone i meet. Perhaps the solution is that I need to turn myself off from everything and everyone because I am far too sensitive and too much of a bleeding heart. Christ, singer of VOD and Damnation, told me so on the night of the Barbecued Fiasco. I have now been taught exactly what he meant by that. People are shit, it is true. But it is MY damned fault for trusting ANY of them in the first place! I have been an idiot, and now I am paying the price for my stupidity.

I shall tell you what I believe. Life is a learning process, ever evolving, ever changing, and the Earth is a School. We are here to LEARN. There is no other reason for our existence. I DO love everyone unconditionally, but the events of the past month and a half have led me to believe that unconditional love and unconditional trust are two completely fucking diffrent things...does the term "unconditional trust" even exist? LOL fooled ya, I made it up hee hee hee

Hey Jeff get hold of me as soon as possible. Need to talk to you! I fixed your drumset by the way, and it was actually a lot easier than I thought it would be. Double bass has been restored. Remember that party? WOOHOO



July 31 2008

Life is SHIT. And anyone who says that it is NOT ain't LOOKIN CLOSE ENOUGH. Wait, just you wait. Eventually, EVERYONE you have EVER TRUSTED will BETRAY YOU. THAT is the TRUTH of it. FUCK BANDS, they r full of LIARS and DECEIVERS. FUCK online GROUPS and GATHERINGS, they are full of LIARS and DECEIVERS. FUCK IT ALL man. FUCK. IT. ALL. In case you have not noticed, I am VERY SUICIDAL right now, but i suppose it is a good sign that I am putting this here, because true suicides just go off and do it, they don't WRITE about it on a BLOG. So perhaps this is not a serious suicide thing, but I do not think I can recall ever having been this low in my life....EVERYONE is a FUCKING LIAR...FUCK YOU ALL

March 16 2008

Well, I finally did it! I opened up my OWN Video Sharing Site on vidiac.com! From now on, ALL videos REJECTED by YOUTUBE should be uploaded to shakehousecircusvideo.notlong.com I WILL APPROVE THEM and they will NEVER BE DELETED OR EDITED! I want EVERYONE in on this, because let's face it....what is better, uploading your videos to some corporate conglomerate who insists on censoring anything they do not like, or uploading them to a Site like mine which doesn't censor ANYTHING(within reason)? Better yet, open your OWN Video Sharing Site on vidiac.com! They delete NOTHING! BTW tomorrow is my BIRTHDAY so fork over the ICE CREAM and CAKE and STREAMERS....NOW

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