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1 year ago

Bat for Lashes - Siren Song (Live at Morning Becomes Eclectic)

Bat for Lashes (Natasha Khan) performs Siren Song live at KCRW's Morning Becomes Eclectic with Jason Bentley. 06.15.09.

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1 year ago

Edward Maya & Vika Jigulina - Stereo Love (Official Music Video)

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1 year ago

secret for a huge chest - shoulder packing

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For literally YEARS you have heard me say "keep your ...

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1 year ago

Awkward Trans Moments...

Hey guys and gals! Just another update :). Hope you are all doing well and thanks for watching! :D

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1 year ago

37 days post hysterectomy update

feeling good, feeling good.

skylark11.tumblr.com for general musings,

and there is now a "skylarkeleven" page on facebook (although i'm on a two we...

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About Rakkorr

I will start tracking my progress, via photo's and some vloging. just to add to the community and maybe to be of assistance to other trans individuals out there. I believe my first shot will come July 10th 08.

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Latest Activity

Mar 11, 2011

Date Joined

Apr 5, 2008

About this user

Artist looking for fellow artists.

I never did grow up. I was never given the chance to be who I truly am. I wont be "celebrated" or look to as an example of how I transformed into a beautiful young woman, with a husband and a new born child but as a the weird child/grandchild/niece that always acted like some filthy boy and now wants to "destroy" her body to be one. Only very few will understand fully what it is to live a life with seemingly insurmountable social and gender pressures that one just cannot "reach". This sends many of us to have mental breakdowns, commit suicide, stop schooling etc. at least personally; all these pressures lead me to do such things. I've always expressed myself not knowing that my actions were somehow socially wrong, they were always how I saw myself. As a child, my personality cuased serious maternal abuse and neglect (I eventually lived with my dad). The first few years of college was extremely tough, I did well in my studies but socially I couldn't handle being around so many people and the way I felt about myself. I stopped going and just stayed away from people. This contributing to my self-hatred because no one sees me for who I am. Then I went back and stopped again. I need to finish but I also need to shed my wrong physical shell. This coming July I will start my path to finally grow up into the boy I should have been. I like to chart my progress like many out there.

Age

Hometown

Ventura

Country

United States

Occupation

Student,s/o,

Schools

hopefully UCB, or CSU EB.

Interests

Drawing, music, artists, male and female bodybuilders, working out, Kinesiology, Physical therapy, i love education i want to get my Masters degree. MMORPGs, computers, relaxing, reading,

Nerd groupie here.

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Bat for Lashes - Siren Song (Live at Morning Becomes Eclectic)

Edward Maya & Vika Jigulina - Stereo Love (Official Music Video)

secret for a huge chest - shoulder packing

Awkward Trans Moments...

37 days post hysterectomy update