Profile
Name:
Rachel
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524
Total Upload Views:
5,060
Joined:
Sep 8, 2011
Website:
I'm a vlogger and a nerdfighter.
About Me:
I am a person, a girl, a 17 year old girl who has been through a lot for her age, probably too much but I'm a survivor. I know what it's like to hurt everyday all day. I know what it's like to want to kill yourself, to plead for death to come but never does. I know what it's like to hate yourself, to butcher your own body, to feel that your skin is tainted and want to shed it.
I've been through a lot, and well, the journey isn't over, it'll never be over, I know. I know all of this, but it doesn't make every day life any easier to bear.
I rarely sleep, I don't like to sleep, but I need it and as long as I don't have a nightmare, I'll gladly sleep the day away.
Saying that however, I also know how it feels to not have to force a smile, to laugh from the belly and not the throat, to feel comfort given by my friends - the best people in the world who keep me smiling. For them I am thankful that I'm still alive, because with them; I CAN face the future!
Country:
United Kingdom
Schools:
You don't really need to know that? ;)
Interests:
I have a lot of interests, but my main ones would be reading, science, psychology, studying everything (interesting) and learning & understanding everything around me :) I am addicted to NCIS, Criminal Minds, CSI, Law & Order, House, Grey's Anatomy, The Mentalist, Castle and, well, a lot of others! I'm not sure how I find time to breathe!
Movies:
Loving Annabelle! ♥
Books:
(Harry Potter!) The many books by Karin Slaughter (Her name is fantastic!) and Katheryn Fox :D and real life ones like Cathy Glass' many books. I'm a huge fan of crime, fiction and non-fiction books, and inspirational stories!
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Channel Comments
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laurenisdem
(3 months ago)
Hey. Thanks for the help on the hankgames channel. I should have been paying more attention, ha. Well, it was late at night for me when I was posting that. Thanks again, DFTBA.
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greatbritishcheese
(5 months ago)
love you, future wifey!! XD DFTBAAAAA
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