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1 week ago
my mom, a death... life in general
hey everyone!
its been a crazy crazy couple of weeks, life changes.. on top of dealing with my own personal recovery.. so it has been interesting ...
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2 weeks ago
The Chasm Before a Pebble to Stand On: Part Two
Continue to Part Three: http://youtu.be/oe_2NcTqT-M
Return to Part One: http://youtu.be/Vc8BAAzJTFk
I believe this video - like the one before it...
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2 weeks ago
The Chasm Before a Pebble to Stand On: Part Three
The first sentence was suppose to start: "I HOPE nothing catastrophic happens before the day breaks..." Sorry it got cut off.
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2 weeks ago
The Chasm Before a Pebble to Stand On: Part One
Continue to Part Two: http://youtu.be/17lH6ANQDh0
Continue to Part Three: http://youtu.be/oe_2NcTqT-M
Finally an update. I haven't re-watched t...
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3 weeks ago
A Shopaholics Haul & Review: Revlon and Rimmel (and a few other products)
Song: Suddenly I See by KT Tunstall
See more of me at:
http://classywithasmile.tum...
https://twitter.com/#!/clas...
My new makeup blo...
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1 month ago
Silent Video: Body-/Self-Hatred, Memory Work with Mute Alters, and a Flu
I have - painfully - written this description about three times. And we all know that I'm not exactly brief. My browser spontaneously crashed - w...
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1 month ago
The Downstairs Team: Part 3
[return to Part 1: http://youtu.be/cpDPAn6rC8E
Part 2: http://youtu.be/tBdoJ4c-qIk ]
*so sorry if the tracking [sound/audio] is off on this one. ...
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1 month ago
The Downstairs Team: Part 2
[continue to Part 3: http://youtu.be/ImO2CfzJytU
or, return to Part 1: http://youtu.be/cpDPAn6rC8E ]
Here I elaborate on a viewer question from som...
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1 month ago
The Downstairs Team: Part 1
[Continue to Part 2: http://youtu.be/tBdoJ4c-qIk
or, Part 3: http://youtu.be/ImO2CfzJytU ]
First, I want to thank you endlessly to anyone who par...
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1 month ago
First Aid Kit - Emmylou
Music video by First Aid Kit performing their new single "Emmylou" This is the second single taken from the new First Aid Kit album, The Lion's Roa...
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1 month ago
Light a Candle with Me January 13: Heal. Remember. REVIVE. (2 of 2)
[Part One: http://www.youtube.com/watc...]
My hope is that this will reach you all quickly enough. Whether you have a candle, a match...
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1 month ago
Light a Candle with Me January 13: Healing. Comfort. LIFE. (1 of 2)
[Part Two:http://www.youtube.com/wat
ch?v=q7eHg-ek5WM ] My hope is that this will reach you all quickly enough. Whether you have a candle, a match...
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1 month ago
Q&A Round 3 - Part 2: Internal Persecution, Saving Molly & Jaelyn
[See Part 1: http://youtu.be/hCp_WM76Kr0 ]
Rachael tackles the question of why insiders Molly (7) and Jaelyn (Little Jae; 3) are both kept elsewh...
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1 month ago
Q&A Round 3 - Part 1: The System Reaction to Drugs
[To Part 2: http://youtu.be/saIvU8Pgoog ]
Now we get into the really, really tough stuff. The things that, if we could erase the past two years of...
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1 month ago
Q&A Round 2: What Alters See in Reflections and Internal Cell Phones!?
Rachael's at it again getting through some of the questions we've received over some time here. She's gone back in to tuck in the kiddos with Sydn...
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1 month ago
Meet Rachael! Then Q&A Round One: The Voice and Internal Weather
So everyone gets to meet Rachael! She doesn't ever get too down on herself but she desperately wanted to try again since she was just sooooo happi...
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1 month ago
First 2012 Update; Part 2: Anniversary Losing Alex + Body Memories
Part One: http://youtu.be/MYDqBmxNjLk
Of course this is just a continuation of the earlier video. It's absolutely impossible to have any clue of ...
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1 month ago
First 2012 Update; Part 1: Family Trouble + the Anniversary of Losing a Baby
Continue to part two: http://youtu.be/_s_gDnNDjBM
It's my first update for so long and I'm sorry it's been that way. I promise to get to the sever...
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2 months ago
Merry?? Christmas: Sick and on my own.
...how is it possible to be on your own and completely lonely when you're *never* alone while having DID, will never cease to amaze me. But, oh is...
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2 months ago
Safe, Righeous Anger -- plus a dash of Hope.
[I've literally been trying to upload this for over 24hrs. Shoot me.... or kiss me, if it works!]
He did it. It was extremely difficult. But, he d...
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2 months ago
Avoiding Trigger-Material, Loss of Music & Baby Alex
I promised you this. The user whom I love & am always inspired by is: raganmae - the JessieJ look-alike. Today's continuation-video inspired by: ti...
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2 months ago
Future Video Promise: +Msg of Hope, Courage, Strength
**Sorry if the tracking/audio/screening everything*, etc is STILL off. Something is VERY wrong with my recording devices..
I've tried actually THR...
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2 months ago
Extremely Hurt: Betrayed. Shocked. ...in Disarray.
***SORRY THIS CUTS OFF A LITTLE..but only about 10 seconds of me expressing my 'hurt' more explicitly and about them thinking I'm "craaazy".
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3 months ago
Watch a Transition Between Alters. ..and, meet Kyle.
I'll show you what a planned switch between myself and Kyle looks like. *Crank your volume for Kyle!* Then, Kyle tries to share some things.
**N...
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3 months ago
Relationship Dynamics Due to Age. Some Alters Frozen/Some Getting Older.
First blogging after therapy. Tell you little about a memory we're trying to move to the next stge on, but the struggle we're having trying to su...
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3 months ago
A Peek Inside our System + a Short Current Update
I give you a tiny look into how we're doing at the moment [not well] and then start to share a few details on how how we're arranged inside, what o...
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3 months ago
INTRO: Understanding the Lingo
(Confused about the whacky makeup?? See Video One for explanation)
A brief look into the words that'll likely end up said frequently here. I'm su...
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3 months ago
INTRO: What is DID?!
(Confused by the whacky eyeliner??; see Video One for explanation)
An extremely brief, 10-minute look description on what DID is, how it's created,...
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3 months ago
INTRO: Welcome to OurPeanutGallerie!
(So sorry about the sound!! I sat a book in front of my mic!! CRANK the volume, or just keep your ears peeled!!)
My official hello and welcome to y...
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4 months ago
Rehab Diaries Part Two
Just a bit more from my journal when in treatment at Remuda Ranch! I update my blog every day and its www.unglamorouseatingdisorders
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4 months ago
Superman- Five For Fighting(cover)
So, I'm not entirely sure why but my bathroom is like... a metal cubicle. Well, coated with paint. But it's got a really neat sound recording in it...
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4 months ago
Justin Furstenfeld on Sobel Nation Radio
Audio clip of the beginning of Justin's radio interview on 3/16/11
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4 months ago
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4 months ago
Round1 Our Voice is a Weapon
Song: Our Voice is a Weapon by Andy Zipf
From the 2010 ToWriteLoveOnHerArms UChapter Tour, recorded in Mobile AL
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4 months ago
Accent Meme
I recorded this for the accent meme on tumblr. I have never done a video before.. this is fun. Though you may want to turn down the volume, I forgo...
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About Thirty Faces, One Heart.
Our life. Living with: Dissociative Identity Disorder. Complex PTSD. Anorexia Nervosa. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. ADHD. .......and just about every other acronym under the sun.