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Sharing my spiritual journey and overcoming my self-consciousness my daring to embarrass myself :D
About Me:
During my journey I took upon myself all sort of untruths about who I was. I because attached to peoples' opinions of me, I withheld my love, I mislead others in my ignorance. But all the time there was a higher part of me that pulled me like a magnate, pulled me that little bit higher each lifetime. It would not let me slip back to the bottom of the spiral that I was climbing. Each lifetime I was given a mission that sometimes I completed, sometimes I failed but even then I learn valuable lessons that I was able to carry forward.
And so I arrived at the incarnation I am now pursuing, with a lot of baggage. I had taken on a persona of a shy, reclusive girl who was not truly worthy of the love she received from above. So she built a wall around her heart and put forward a desire to be invisible, to hide her shame.
It took many years before I could break out of this persona. She lives in me still but gradually I AM letting her go, allowing the sacred fire to consume the darkness she held onto. It was she that carried the feelings of wanting to quit living, feelings of failure, of not wanting to go on because she could never succeed in this world, did not deserve to.
Breaking out of this illusion has not been easy, especially as at first I did not realize that it was not who I AM. It has taken the support of the wonderful Theosophia is the Way community (see http://theosophiaistheway.com )to help me bit by bit peel off the onion-layers that have inhibited me. And there are still layers to go but I know now that Victory will be mine.
What matters is that I AM prepared to keep on going, to keep on working on myself so that I can carry out my mission here, whatever it is. I AM in me, and I AM THAT I AM stands by me guiding my hand. I know that I AM loved, I know that I AM worthy. I know that the Kingdom of God is within me and all of us, and I know that Victory is real!
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Much Love & Harmony!
~ludmil@~
"BLUE BUTTERFLIES IN SPRING AND SUMMER
BLUE BUTTERFLIES IN FALL AND WINTER
IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE WHERE THEY ARE
THEY WILL ALWAYS FLY TO THE SHINING STAR, YOUR HEART"
BLUE BUTTERFLIES FROM ME TO YOU
THIS IS WHAT I SEND TO YOU...
God, Our Father is blessing YOU
Christ LOVE
Carola
I have a little experiment going that I'd like to
invite you to take part in. Basically I'm using the
internet to help me make decisions and enhance my
somewhat challenging life. I'm looking for people to
give me their opinion of my various situations and
I'll act on what you tell me to do because I simply
think that a bunch of people together will make better
choices than I do.
I've set up my web site (www.kanookle.com) so it keeps
track of your opinions for each vlog. You tell me
what to do with my life and I do it!
A lot of people are already helping me. Come join the
fun!
:)
I've seen that you are interested in ElectriAsylumArt. Do you like Pop Art? In case you do I would like to invite you to have a look at my Art Videos. Maybe you like them and subscribe too, who knows? =) If not simply ignore or delete this message, cause i don't want to bother
i wish you a nice weekend
nibrasso