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1 month ago

Here's what I look like...2 weeks post op! chest reveal.

Top surgery surgery was with Dr. Brownstein in SF on Jan. 5th, 2012 @ 7:30AM.

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1 month ago

Traveling To Surgery

Traveling to top surgery with Alexis.

Top surgery surgery was with Dr. Brownstein in SF.

I will show my results when the rest of the bandages c...

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2 months ago

Trans*-- My first binder! (Style 997)

Me being a total freak and yelling and screaming about my new binder.

It's so beautiful.

Hahahahahahahah :D

1) I curse like no one else.

2) I so...

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fackin' spammin. as usual.
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2 months ago

TransBrothers Audition opening 2012 IS COLSED...

Thank You very much for your interest in the channel. Please subscribe, so you can get updates for the next one. The offical audition opening for T...

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2 months ago

"Hir"- Poem @ transgendered- AWESOME- WATCH IT!

amazing poem on Brave New Voices performed by two girls from Philly. Watch it and share it. Its amazing and poignant and touching. I get chills ...

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2 months ago

1 Week on Testim.

Changes-

Chest shrinking

Muscle changes

Hip structure change

Sex drive

mini boners

Appetite

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2 months ago

Choking the Chicken: My First Time...

About my first time engaging in hand-to-gland combat :-P

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2 months ago

Am I Gay? - How to Know If I'm Gay...

Do you think I could be gay? How can I tell if I'm really gay? When do people know that they're gay?

Visit my blog: http://www.breaktheillusion.co...

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2 months ago

NXTrans is going to happen.

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3 months ago

I am the director of content with VIPTV. Here is our sizzle reel.

My company allows me to be a part of exciting events. Our premier show will air April 28th here in South Florida. WATCH OUT! We are looking into ou...

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3 months ago

Pinching Heads

A harmless stress relieving game of pinching heads goes horribly wrong.

SMP Films is on FACEBOOK! http://www.facebook.com/Dud...

CHECK OUT...

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3 months ago

It's White and it Looks Nice

Updates and shit.

Enjoy.

http://ethanwederell.com/

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3 months ago

Rambles, and no, I don't think Jonah lied.

Under 5 minutes! Fuckkk yeuhhh

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3 months ago

5.5 Inch Triple Feature Pee-Cock Packer Unboxing

Unboxing of my new/first packer from PeecockProducts. So far I'm enjoying it, it's pretty awesome. I'll do a review soon hopefully.

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Lmao. Tell us how it works out, too ^.^

Also, how do you edit your videos? I need to step in to the EDITING qworld.
2:33

3 months ago

Accent Challenge

Tumblr accent challenge or some shit. Enjoy!

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3 months ago

Chance - stereotypes/labels & School life

WHOA, it's been awhile. I apologize! But now that i'm back and in full swing I shall try not to disappear for such a long time! This covers the ...

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3 months ago

thankyou :)

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3 months ago

Whats goin on..

Thank you to everyone for all your loving support, comments, messages, videos and letters.... it has meant more to my family and I than I could eve...

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T@Vanishown why would it benefit us? This kid is going to go far in life, thankfully the world has held on to him and will for a very long time. You want him gone? Too bad. He's sticking around.
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3 months ago

ALL PLEASE STAND FOR THE YOUTUBE PLEDGE OF ALLIGANCE

Google+ fun! :P

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3 months ago

[3.8] Why Cats Are Better Than Dogs (and everything else, for that matter)

Cats are better than dogs. Sorry I'm not sorry.

YOUTUBE: http://www.youtube.com/user...

TWITTER: http://www.twitter.com/lepreas

TUMBLR: http:...

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3 months ago

BPD

Discussing the possible complications of having Borderline Personality Disorder for someone whom is trans* (specifically, me)

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  Thank you.
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3 months ago

Update 11/29/11

Update 1 - earrings

Update 2 - harassment

Update 3 - stp packer

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3 months ago

Gender Animatic

A simple animatic I did for a sociology class. It's not meant to be spectacular but I do hope it works for it's intended purpose.

Critiques will b...

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3 months ago

82 year old tryin pop rocks

First time Grammy has ever tried pop rocks. A mind blowing experience!

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This is adorable.
8:56

3 months ago

Make an ee-zy pee-zy STP (stand-to-pee) packer

An easy to make and use stand-to-pee packer for FTM's.

Thanks to thx369 for the name 'ee-zy pee-zy!'

http://www.travelmateinfo.com

http://www.m...

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@accompliceXX I have a feeling his was a Good Vibes soft pack. Those have a silicone middle to add "weight" and more of a natural feel to the packer.
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3 months ago

The Best STP device!

Nick shares how to use the VERY BEST STP ever!!

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I made one out of a toilet paper roll a while ago, but rather than that I tore a u/v shape at the top (unfolded) and just put it up against me. It actually worked really well and it's a good idea for those who can't get an stp or want to try it out. Thanks for sharing
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3 months ago

FTM STP Reviews.

The SheWee, TravelMate, and PStyle. Sorry for all the rambling, on the verge of going out like a light. Hey, whatever works, but hope maybe this'l...

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I laughed so hard watching this. Dude you're fucking awesome
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3 months ago

Binder Review 2

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3 months ago

Peecock review

Not too happy with it, but I also haven't mastered it yet.

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Regarding the balls being too thick, I've heard some people have hollowed that out a bit tto give more room for natural flow. I'm sorry it didn't work out for you/hasn't yet. I'm actually getting the same one your friend got, and hopefully that works out. thanks for the video
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3 months ago

Transgender Day Of Remembrance 2011

Transgender Day of Remembrance 2011, we will never forget. Thank you to everyone who took the time to submit photos and paying tribute to our broth...

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Awesome video.

I was the only one with mention of an unidentified person- sorry :p
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3 months ago

Alkali metals in water, accurate!

For anyone who insists it is fake, www.youtube.com/watch?v=5aD6HwUE2c0 and stop giving me a headache.

Watch to the end for the best (Cesium!)! A w...

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About The Inside.. Coming Out

This channel is all about trans* issues and things in the LGBT(TQQIAA2..etc.)
community... It's also about my transition from 14 years and up.

nxtrans.tumblr.com

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Nick19FtM

Latest Activity

Jan 18, 2012

Date Joined

Jun 27, 2011

About this user

What's up, I'm Nicholas Xavier (you can call me Nick [if you so desire), I'm 15, and I live in New York on Long Island (that's for you creepers.) I'm a part of the LGB~T~QQIAA(...) community. I identify as male, and because I'm female bodied (unfortunately), have extreme body dysphoria, and am going to "transition" (as in, take hormones and get [top] surgery to become who I am on the inside), I am a transguy (commonly known as FtM [however, I'm not fond of this term anymore because of its use of binary genders and specifications], transman, transmale, etc.), but usually I identify as transgender (because of it's lack of binary terms) if I'm speaking of it. Sometimes I don't feel binary and sometimes I do. I believe in the gender spectrum, even though I identify as male. Because I have gone through a shit load (although I know some have it worse,) this has made me an extremely accepting person. I do not care what you identify as, who/what you like, (etc.) As long as you treat me with respect, I will treat you with respect. My "sexuality" would be considered pansexual (possibility of attraction to anyone on the gender spectrum), but, "Labels are for jars". I'm a pretty cool dude. I think. Maybe.. probably not. This probably sounded really boring, but I wrote this whilst I was tired and dysphoric, hence the utter seriousness. Please remember, WE'RE ALL HUMAN. (..which sometimes disappoints me, considering we're the most greedy creatures on the planet..) Ask me anything on here, (as long as it's respectful) or my email is nick19ftm@gmail.com

Age

Country

United States

Occupation

jobless (hopefully not for long.. still figuring shit out with working papers)

Interests

Computers, Video Games, Technology, Music, Swimming, Biking, Physics, Literature

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