What can I say? I'm bored. I like music and why not make crazy videos of me stripping? It's all in good fun.

well i've been through a lot of the stages of life already as far as being a gay male. Seems like everyone has a whore stage, a drug stage, a depression, a break down, a heavy heart break, a cheating experience, a clubbing stage, an overly twinky gay stage, a stage of trying to be unique and things of the similar. I've been there done that but it doesn't mean i'm not still learning.
life is too short to not live it openly and optimistically.

i once joined the army to learn who i was. the idea was that i left every aspect of comfort of the outgoing, openly homosexual male to be a straight laced conformed military disciplined soldier. by doing so i pushed myself to the furthest extreme to get an idea of my real limitations of this reality.

to discover who you are is the most important journey that anyone can undertake. how do you know how to live your life if you never know what you are capable of?

i'm a writer, an artist, a poet and an actor. too gay right? i consider it well rounded.

i'm a very nice guy and a loving boyfriend when it get's to that level. i admire passion and i enjoy trivial conversation. not that an intellectual intercourse isn't stimulating, but i like to be able to be stupid and silly and have fun with the innocence of life.

my claim to fame is that i design this world as i see fit. i dream to manipulate and reconstruct reality and all of it's limits. to change the colors and imperfections to a complete master piece.

i'm still learning who i am and screwing up all the way, and that is perfect for me. i don't mind the mistakes and i don't mind taking the time to review and adjust my life accordingly.

I've loved and lost, cried and laughed. i can be your best friend, your lover, your enemy and the vindictive bitch that plots behind your back, but i will always stay true and honest to myself.

i'll do what i want and fear no consquences. i follow unanswered prayers for they too are answers. i'll follow my heart and search endlessly for that soul that is privilaged to that which lies inside the catacombs inside my head.

not that i think myspace is the place for finding that soul, but you never know.
my brother, will, and sister, sammi j, are my only family now and no matter how bad it gets or how angry we are at eachother, we know that no matter what...we are there for one another. i love them, though i don't say it enough and i'm sure they love me just the same. the best part about a real relationship is never having to say sorry and when you do, it's just a little perk.

I am but an echo of pleasure and a stain of sensuality. my heart pulses with passion and my soul screams for sex. i'm both a child and a man. innocent and deviant. I'm tainted by emotions and scars of the past but consistantly working on a clean canvas.

To know me is to know what essence surges through the vains of life itself. I am the product of society and child of a revolution long forgotten. I inspire those around me and consume like a bursting flame. Floods of science and the combination of wants and needs drive me further into life.

wanna know me? you are gonna have to put in the time and read every page of the unwritten book that is Rook. Take the time and enjoy the ride and if you're lucky enjoy me too.

any questions?