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Thank you to everyone for all your loving support, comments, messages, videos and letters.... it has meant more to my family and I than I could eve...
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Thank you to everyone for all your loving support, comments, messages, videos and letters.... it has meant more to my family and I than I could ever tell you all. Thank you so much!!
If you would like to contact me or you need help, you can always find me on twitter @jonahmowryreal
UPDATE 12/28/11 - PLEASE READ
The "Whats goin on.." video is real and all true. Uploaded on Aug. 10th
The second video was a stupid mistake that I will regret forever. All I was doing was trying to reply to a mean, rude users comments about "friends", by being rude back to them on Dec. 4th. I never lied or said anything was fake. It was just a reply to a comment. That's all. As soon as I watched it after I uploaded it, I thought my behavior looked terrible, and people would take it wrong and get the wrong impression of me. So I deleted it. But it was too late. Someone copied it and re-uploaded it. That's not how I act around my family and friends.
In no way did I mean to sound ungrateful or take anything away from people who sent their love and support after watching the "What's Going On" video.
I'm truly sorry if I made anyone feel that way.
Thank you for understanding.
UPDATE 12/5/11 - PLEASE READ
To all my friends and supporters,
I made this video 4 months ago just before school was about to start. I was 13. It was a very emotionally dark time in my life. I made the video at 4:00am in the morning; I hadn't been sleeping at night for a long time, too many things going on in my head. I was dreading going back to school and I had not come out to my family yet. Only my closest friends knew. I didn't know how to say what I needed to say. All I could think about were all the bad things that had been happening at school last year, every year for that matter. I just couldn't bare to go through that anymore. I was done being fake happy, pretending hateful words didn't hurt, done hiding it from my family.
So this video was made for my friends that had moved on to High School who were worried for me, to say to them that I was going to take a stand, and to the haters at my middle school that I'm not going anywhere. I am who I am. I posted the video here and told people were to find it. That was it.
My friends were moved by the video and thought I did something important. I was encouraged to link it to my Facebook page so more people could see it. Maybe it could help someone else going through the same thing. So I linked it Dec. 1st. My Parents saw it for the first time Dec, 2nd.
Then..... all this happened.
I never expected in a million years that it would have such a wonderful impact on so many people. I am truly humbled and truly thankful for all the love, encouragement and support from people all over the world. It's been incredibly overwhelming. I don't know what to say. Thank you so, so much!
Lastly, yes you have seen me happy in a couple short videos replies I posted; I would think that would be a good thing, and yes I do have friends, my High School friends. And I have made friends because when I came out they realized that they had hurt me and that they felt sorry.
The video is real, and true. In the last few months everything eventually came out in the open, I felt a huge weight off my shoulders; I'm happy, I'm accepted for who I am, I'm more confident and feel stronger every day.
Thank you all, Love and peace to all who are hurting.
Jonah Mowry
Video -- "Whats goin on..." US copyright ©2011 Jonah Mowry. All rights reserved. Duplication without express permission of the author is prohibited.
Music -- "Breathe Me" by Sia. Used with permission from the artist. Thank you Sia!! ℗ 2004, 2005 Systemtactic Limited t/a Go! Beat under exclusive license to Astralwerks.
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Lyrics :
i dont know how to start rapping about what i feel
i have droped a bunch a songs but none of em was real
i always talked about how good at rapping i was
throwing em punchlines rhymes and watch the crowd applause
tried to hide it for too long , tried to hide i was't strong
tried to hide that i was wrong tried to hide it with my songs
not to talk about the pain just to remain the name
jordi first who jordi first is the one to blame
movin around from a country to another
made some friends birds of fether flock together
they say friend is in need is a friend indeed
if the friend was a bitch then the friend will bleed
i liked to drink alot smoke alot never was home
everyone was around me but still i was alone
like im in a lonley cell hussling paying the bills
listining to what they say i was living for today
CHORUS
never cared what happens next , keepin it in my chest
they say life is test i thought i passed thats what i guessed
till i over dosed of pills and i thought wow this is the end
I thought i had a bunch of friends but it was only one of them
held me when i was bleeding throwing up and screaming
when everybody was leaving , he kept me from stopin breathin
man i thought i was dreamin , but it was reality
demons flying around and blood was all over me
16 years old with no roof on my head
homless in the streets wishin i was dead
hussling godamn these streets
it was cold and dark had no money to eat
a hungry man is an angry man
but a hungry kid thats not gods plan
now after black cloud there will be a clear wether
the wether got clear , forget the pain? never
chorus
you werent around when i actually needed you
now that you here you expect me to love you
the women did a good job raising me
she did what she could to let me not need anybody
its a shame how i have an ugly past
feel the pain In my present as i last
In my brain infront of me the futuer passed
infront of me the futuer passed
everyone i knew kindda was 2 faced
talk shit about me then laugh on my face
like i didnt know that you were fake as fuck
i always knew but godamn i was stuck
in memories from everything i have ever been through
from livin in the street to not knowing what to do
from teaching my self not think about yesterday
to makin it to the person i am today
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