Married to Rachel ♥


Thou art my father, thou my author, thou my being gav'st me; whom should I obey but thee, whom follow?

Did God ever cry over his lost angel, I wonder?

All stories are lies. But good stories are lies made from light and fire. And they lift our hearts out of the dust, and out of the grave.

Feeble humans use my name as if I spent my entire days sitting on their shoulders, forcing them to commits acts they would otherwise find repulsive.

"The devil made me do it."

I have never made one of them do anything. Never. They live their own tiny lives. I do not live their lives for them."

I may not be able to make professional backgrounds, but I can say with pride that everything you see on my channel was made by ME. Icon and bg. Didn't even need to ask for help.

I am my own man. I don't need anyone to tell me who or what I am. I know this too well..

☆Whether I have a purpose in life or not, that I do not know, but it doesn't really matter at this point. For here I am, alive, despite of my tragic past. I can have anyone I want to in my life, but will I be ever happy? Happiness isn't something that is given to you. Just like peace, you have to make sacrifices and shed blood in order to get it. I have done this. So many times. Thus, I should be happy by now★

It's really hard to gain my trust in any way. Not many were able to do this. Sadly, those who actually gained my trust, disappointed me in the end or just died. Not dying as in being buried. I have erased their mere existence from my life, hence my statement.

I do not accept invites nor subs. Unless, I deem you worthy to be in my presence for only the best have this privilege.

Bgs are made by me, icons are from various sites.

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The seven deadly sins.

Pride: the most damming sin. It's a sin that I would never remedy at all. Pride protects you like a shield. It allows you to rely on yourself only. You do things your way without having others lecture you. You never bow your head to anyone. You are unique and special. Better than everyone else.

Wrath: a very dangerous sin. While in rage, you can kill someone you love by accident. It's something that I learned to control. Only those who I call my enemies deserve to see this side of mine. Innocent ones don't need to suffer from this.

Envy: in general, I am a very jealous person. Most of the time, I crave for someone else's belongings, however, I learned to control this. I'll get whatever I desire one way or another.

Sloth: being lazy every now and then is alright. Every person wants just to relax without doing anything else, but you need to be careful with that. You would lose lots of precious time otherwise. There are things that need to be done today and not tomorrow.

Gluttony: the most disgusting sin ever. It doesn't appeal to people who don't know when to quit eating. People who get drunk commit this sin as well. The body can endure just as much, exceeding this means that you are a glutton. The only sin I never committed.

Greed: one of the sins that is only natural for a human being. You keep wanting more and more. You can't ever be happy with the things you already have. Sadly, I am also like this.

Lust: well..you are truly naughty and you enjoy the pleasure of flesh too much. Having sex without being married or sleeping with prostitutes count as that sin..Seriously? I love this!

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