The human heart feels things the eyes cannot see, and knows what the mind cannot understand.--Robert Valett

Many blessings and peace to you and all you hold dear, my friend,
CG

Enjoying finally catching up on your vids. You're a great person. I think I've said this before, but I'd love to sit down n have a chat with you. <3

And serendipitously,I am painting grey primer on a ceiling.Too bad the lady wants white paint.Maybe I can talk her into google grey.It's all the rage. :)

Apparenty my latest activity is on the day I joined the site in 2006. Curious.

so,new channel design will be enforced in march...that totally blows dunnit...any little bit of enjoyment gets the boot

Cathy, I always enjoy watching your videos and I appreciate what you do here.We are about to lose our background pics,so I put up a big parrot pic I took a couple months ago as my last good background.

Thanks for the link, Cathy! very nice! My comment/quote was highly synchronous, yeah. If you discover your giftgiver, tell them about it. More evidence for the fluidity of the cyberplenum. wow.

Thanks. Cyberspace can be a wonderful place! But, you're right, I am my own worst enemy. I get so paranoid, & I think that there is a conspiracy against me, & I don't do myself any favours. I really am hurting right now, a classic case of rural isolation. Your darkness video was interesting.

Thank you! :) I'll try not to go on like Grandpa Simpson. As you know, I lost a library of which I was fond, now I've lost my village surgery. I was lucky that a nurse made herself a maternal figure for me, after seeing how distressed I was over the library. She left the surgery over the holidays & I didn't take it well, I kept hurting myself on the premises within sight of both staff & other patients, so they removed me from their list & referred me to a more specialist surgery in Ipswich, which is several miles away from this village, I don't even know Ipswich well. :( The nurse in question was so motherly in that she would call me her boy or angel (yes, I know!), & give me motherly cuddles. I miss her so, but, I was devastated when I was dismissed from the surgery, on friday. I feel so alone. Whoever said it was better to have loved & lost, etc, is an idiot! It hurts so bad. I'm sorry to be such a burden. :(

I was wondering, with your background in mental health issues, if I could indulge you in something hoirrible that has just happened to me? I just need someone to talk to. You don't have to, but, I find more enlightened people such as Bikemessenger7 & yourself of comfort, in times of darkness. And your time video is very interesting.